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the bolts rattled in the door. It opened and a young corporal stepped in, followed by an Arab carrying a pail and two enamel bowls. 'Coffee,' the corporal said.

'When do we eat?' Villiers demanded.

'Nine o'clock.'

He ushered the Arab out and closed the door. The coffee was surprisingly good and very hot. Villiers said, 'So they use some Arab personnel?'

'In the kitchens and for sanitary duties and that sort of thing. Not from the desert tribes. They bring them from Hauf, I believe.'

'What do you think will happen now?'

'Well, tomorrow is Thursday and there's a supply plane in. It will probably take us back with it to Aden.'

'Moscow next stop?'

There was no answer to that, of course, just as there was no answer to concrete walls, steel doors and bars. Villiers lay on one bed, Levin on the other.

The old Russian said, 'Life is a constant disappointment to me. When I visited England, they took me to Oxford. So beautiful.' He sighed. 'It was a fantasy of mine to return one day.'

'Dreaming spires,' Villiers observed. 'Yes, it's quite a place.'

'You know it then?'

'My wife was at university there. St Hugh's College. She went there after the Sorbonne. She's half-French.'

Levin raised himself on one elbow. 'You surprise me. If you'll forgive me saying so, you don't have the look of a married man.'

'I'm not,' Villiers told him. 'We got divorced a few months ago.'

'I'm sorry.'

'Don't be. As you said, life is a constant disappointment. We all want something different, that's the trouble with human beings, particularly men and women. In spite of what the feminists say, they are different.'

'You still love her, I think?'

'Oh, yes,' Villiers said. 'Loving is easy. It's the living together that's so damned hard.'

'So what was the problem?'

'To put it simply, my work. Borneo, the Oman, Ireland. I was even in Vietnam when we very definitely weren't sup-

posed to be. As she once told me, I'm truly good at only one thing, killing people, and there came a time when she couldn't take that any more.'

Levin lay back without a word and Tony Villiers stared up at the ceiling, head pillowed in his hands, thinking of things that would not go away as darkness fell.

He came awake with a start, aware of footsteps in the passageway outside, the murmur of voices. The light in the ceiling must have been turned on whilst he slept. They hadn't taken his Rolex from him and he glanced at it quickly, aware of Levin stirring on the other bed.

'What is it?' the old Russian asked.

'Nine-fifteen. Must be supper.'

Villiers got up and moved to the window. There was a half-moon in a sky alive with stars and the desert was luminous, starkly beautiful, the MIGz$s like black cutouts.God, he thought.There must be a way. He turned, his stomach tightening.

'What is it?' Levin whispered as the first bolt was drawn.

'I was just thinking,' Villiers said, 'that to make a run for it at some point, even if it means a bullet in the back, would be infinitely preferable to Moscow and the Lubianka.'

The door was flung open and the corporal stepped in, followed by an Arab holding a large wooden tray containing two bowls of stew, black bread and coffee. His head was down and yet there was something familiar about him.

'Come on, hurry up!' the corporal said in bad Arabic.

The Arab placed the tray on the small wooden table at the foot of Levin's bed and glanced up, and in the moment that Villiers and Levin realized that he was Salim bin al Kaman, the corporal turned to the door. Salim took a knife from his left sleeve, his hand went around the man's mouth, a knee up pulling him off balance, the knife slipped under his ribs. He eased the corporal down on the bed and wiped the knife on his uniform.

He smiled. 'I kept thinking about what you said, Villiers

Sahib. That your people in the Dhofar would pay a great deal to have you back.'

'So, you get paid twice - once by both sides. Sound business sense,' Villiers told him.

'Of course, but in any case, the