ocean nudging in against the beach. It was a grey, clouds-against-the-water sort of day that visitors didnât expect at Malibu and felt cheated to find. There were the usual joggers and exercise freaks and owners walking dogs and scuffing sand over their crap instead of collecting it up, like they were supposed to. On balance Krogh decided the outlook from Barbaraâs apartment in San Francisco was better, the bay and the Golden Gate Bridge and the higgledy-piggledy buildings clutching to the side of Nob Hill. He rinsed his mouth and found some mouthwash in the bathroom cabinet and tried that, too, smiling to himself through tight-together lips as the thought came to him. Heâd set the day aside for Cindy. But theyâd already been together for two celebratory days because of the customary time allowance heâd built in to the East Coast trip and the meetings in Washington DC and at the Pentagon, signing the formal, committing contracts. So why didnât he move on, to celebrate some more? He could fly up to San Francisco in less than an hour: meet Barbara for lunch and spend the afternoon in the sack with another equally attractive and inventive girl. Heâd done it before, quite a few times, going straight from one to the other, always managing to make it happen for both of them, proving himself. Heâd need to phone Barbara, of course. Let her know he was coming. But not from here, because the number would be recorded on the bill and it would be a dumb thing to do even though he looked after all the bills, the telephone and the condo payments and all the charges, just like he did for Barbara. Have to make it before ten: Barbara left for art classes promptly at ten and it was difficult to get her to a telephone if she were posing. Eight fifteen, Krogh saw: still plenty of time.
Cindy was awake when he went back into the bedroom. Sheâd pushed the sheet further off herself and brought one leg up so he could see better, and had her hand there although she wasnât doing anything.
âI almost started without you,â she said. She was blonde, naturally so and able to prove it lying like that, and brown-eyed and utterly uninhibited, enough to worry him sometimes with some of the things she wanted to do. Theyâd met a year before in San Diego, at a convention where sheâd been one of the promotional girls for an aircraft interior accessory firm. Heâd balled her that first night and set her up in the Malibu condominium a month later.
âIt was good of you to wait.â
âI thought youâd like me to.â
Krogh guessed sheâd only just managed to hold back. Cindy devoured him, literally, not allowing him to lead in anything and he let her, doing what she guided him to do after sheâd done what she wanted. He was finding it difficult to match her but she pulled away just at the right moment, cutting the lines on the little marble slab from the bedside drawer and taking two herself before offering him the chance. Krogh was frightened, although he was confident he was strong enough never to become addicted and so heâd done it with her a few times and he did it now, needing the help. It was good stuff and hit immediately and all their tiredness went and they did it all again, but longer this time.
âJesus!â gasped Krogh, when they finally parted. âSweet Jesus!â
âYouâre guaranteed the gold when fucking becomes an Olympic event,â said Cindy. Always tell the guy it was the best it had ever been, she thought: worked every time. Actually it had been pretty terrific.
âAt the moment I couldnât get up on the rostrum to collect it,â said Krogh.
âWhen are you leaving?â
It was gone ten, he saw; too late for Barbara now. He was down from the coke and felt absolutely drained, like heâd been wrung out to dry, and didnât think he could have managed it with Barbara anyway. He said: âAfternoon
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