her.
“Something wrong?” AnaLee asked eyebrows scrunched.
“What are you doing, An?”
She nervously bit her lip. “Loving you.”
I grabbed her hand that rested on my stomach. “You don’t have to do it like this. I know you love me. I don’t want you to feel rushed into this because I’m leaving. I can wait foryou just like you can for me.”
Leaning forward, Ana lightly pressed her lips to several spots on my stomach. My eyes closed at how good it felt, then shook my head. I crouched down to where our eyes were level, taking her hands.
“An-“She stopped me by pressing her fingers to my lips.
“Do you know how many times I’ve dreamed about being yours? More so now that we are together, but even before. So many times I hoped it would be you who would be my first. I know I won’t be your first, but just being yours at all would make me happy. I want to be close to you. I’m willing to give you what you want for the next four years. Tonight..can you do that for me?”
I knew how hard it was for her to voice those feelings by how many times she bit her lip in between words. It was one of the many things I loved about her.
I shook my head. “You are already mine, An. With or without going further, but why would you think that you wouldn’t be my first?” I asked while running my hand up her arm.
“Well. I just thought …with Stacy..”
My hand came to rest of the side of her neck. There was a little sparkle to her eyes. I kissed the corner of her mouth then made sure she was looking at me while I spoke.
“AnaLee, I’ve never went that far with anyone. You would be my first.”
“You haven’t?” Ana whispered.
I shook my head. “Never. There’s never been but one girl that I’ve wanted to be with like that, and she’s sitting in front of me right now and hopefully will be for eternity. “
Now tears did roll down her cheeks. I kissed them away. Then stood, pulling her up to me. I ran my lips down the side of her neck, feeling a shiver. I smiled. Her hands ran the length of my stomach then up my arms. I knew she was nervous by the slight tremor in her hands. My stomach was cutting flips also but I wanted to make her as comfortable as possible.
I kissed her a few minutes longer,savoring the taste of her lips, then slipped my hand behind her, touching the zipper on that damn dress. I paused looking to her for permission; she smiled and nodded, then landed a few kisses on my chest while I moved the zipper all the way to the bottom of the track. I held the dress by the strap with the other hand making sure it didn’t automatically drop, fully exposing her. I slipped each strap off, one by one, kissing each shoulder then moved down her chest. Keeping a hand on her waist I leaned back to admire her fullness. She was perfect and I leaned in to whisper as much. I lightly ran a finger over the bulging flesh her bra couldn’t contain. The reaction my body had to her was almost becoming painful, but I wouldn’t rush. Looking into her eyes, I finally let the dress drop to the floor. She easily stepped out the pool of fabric around her ankles.
She rubbed her against mine,our tongues gliding against the others in a smooth motion. Containing myself was getting almost unbearable.
Chapter Fifteen: AnaLe e
I could tell Jayse was holding himself back for me and I loved him even more for that. I was terrified, not by being with him but this was all new for me.
I let myself do what came natural which was kissing. We did a lot of it but when I slipped my tongue against his that last time I felt a throb begin and from the feel of Jayse I could tell control was about to go out the window.
Jayse picked me up and I wrapped my leg around his hard body. He made two steps and we were falling back onto the bed. Not being able to wait anymore, I slipped his shorts off as far as I could, then he took over. After shedding