has a crush on you, One,â Eddie would say. âI like her.â
âMe, too, but not in that way.â This was a lie. I was strongly drawn to her. I would never act on it.
âAll guys like her in that way.â
âThen talk to them.â
Chris broke in. âColonel Rush has to go in and you know it, Frank. We have Americans on the ground who need help.â
âChris, you have a big heart.â Burke sighed, but he didnât tell meto turn around. He was probably realizing that since Iâd gone in without permission, Iâd be blamed if things went sour. Heâd get credit if they worked. If he stopped me, and U.S. scientists died, Frank would be on the hot seat. Frank would have to explain the lapse. Not me.
His slow smile told me that he did not appreciate being manipulated. I couldnât care less. I was still trying to understand why the committee was in session.
The admiral asked me now, âDo you have more photos?â
âNo, sir.â
âDr. Nashâs face looks swollen, but you canât see features,â said Chris thoughtfully.
âItâs not the same thing,â insisted Frank Burke.
I thought,
The same thing as what?
âWell, it certainly
looks
swollen the same way,â said the next face in line, Dr. Colonel Wilbur Gaines, from Fort Detrick, Maryland, where the Army had its bioterror labs. Gaines, the top-left-hand face, headed disease tracking and was in his late forties, with light brown skin, thick short hair, and round, clear reading glasses on a red string around his neck. He got along well with Burke.
âI agree it is a stretch, Frank, but we need a better photo.â
Burke said, âCan we blow this shot up, make it clearer?â
âNo.â
âCan we ask the sender to resend?â
âI can try.â
Left to right, box to box, as in a high school yearbook, I saw Ray Havlicek, FBI, Chrisâs ex-boyfriend, who still carried a torch for her and would head up domestic investigations in the event of attack; Celia St. Johns, CIA, in a tent dress, a sixty-two-year-old onetime Cold War Mata Hari, who looked more like a bag lady these days, and, who, considering her appearanceâbrown tent dresses, wet wool smell, mustard stains, stringy matted gray hairâhad to be really good at her job, or know secrets, to still represent her agency at this high level.
Next was Lester Ormand, FEMA, emergency food and med-aid, a natty man who looked more like a Wall Street lawyer, and Carla Vasquez, forty-nine, White House liaison with governors of all states. Carla was a third cousin to the vice president, and a former big fund-raiser from Miami.
âPerfect social life for you,â Eddie liked to say. âAll work. At least someone calls out for food.â
If Chris spoke for compassion, the next speaker represented urgency. Ray Havlicek, forty-nine, was an exâcollege sprinter from the University of North Carolina, still lean and fit, the son of an FBI agent who had arrested Rajneeshee cult members for carrying out a food poisoning attack in Dalles, Oregon, in 1984. Ray had led the team that stopped Madyan Al Onazyâs 2009 smallpox attack on a Saudi Airlines 747 on its way to Dulles Airport. That midair fight and arrest remained classified. Ray was a heavyweight and I respected him. I had a feeling heâd been a jealous boyfriend when heâd dated Chris. It was still in his eyes.
âI agree with Chris. Dr. Rush must go in,â he said.
To his left, inside his square, was impassive-looking Air Force Major General Wayne Homza, whose career Iâd almost wrecked a year ago, by proving him wrong during an outbreak, and then resurrected it, by ending a threat with minimal loss of life. Homza had been grateful, but some people canât sustain that emotion. Thanks becomes resentment. These days he was making a professional comeback. Homza was the only officer in the United States with