but not too short, lying relaxed on the polished wood of the table.
âThey could dangle your motherâs file in front of you for years to keep you on their string,â she said. âThe file might not exist. Devin himself told you not to trust them.â
âI donât trust them. But I know Mama was up to no good,â Pagan said. âShe was helping this Dr. Someone, or Rolf Von Albrecht, or whatever his name was. Mamaâs gone, but he might be down in Argentina, doing more bad things. If the CIA doesnât give me what I want, at least maybe I can help stop him, bring him to justice.â
Mercedes said nothing, her eyelids at half-mast as she stared at Pagan.
âWhat?â said Pagan.
âYou were eight years old when this German man visited your house,â she said. âYou were twelve when your mama took her life. A little girl.â
âI know,â said Pagan. âBut Iâm not little anymore, and if I can make a difference now...â
âIf you can right your mamaâs wrong, you mean.â
âShe was my mother!â Anger at her friend surged through her. How could she try to take away Paganâs strong connection to her mother, good or bad? âEverything she did had a big effect on me! And if she was a bad person...â She stopped, not knowing where that sentence was going.
Mercedes leaned forward, dark eyes ferociously intent. She tapped her index finger on the table with every word as she said, âWhat she did is not your responsibility.â
A surge of emotion flooded up from Paganâs chest. Her eyes filled with tears. âBut what if Mama died because of me?â
Mercedes did not relent. She shook her head. âThat woman had all kinds of things going on, way over your head. You could be risking your life hereâagain. Why are you doing that?â
Pagan got up and grabbed a kitchen towel, wiping her eyes. The cloth came away streaked black with mascara and eyeliner. âI donât know, M. But even if I never find out why Mama killed herself, I want to help them get this guy. My mother aided in a Nazi escape. Isnât that reason enough? Right now Iâm the only one left alive who might be able to identify him.â
âOkay,â Mercedes said. âLetâs call it patriotism and justice for now and see what happens. But Iâm going with you.â
Paganâs mouth dropped open. âBut schoolâthatâs really important to you. I wouldnât want you to miss...â
Mercedes considered this. âOkay, Iâll go for the first week, as long as I can get the reading assignments in advance.â
The corners of Paganâs mouth turned up into a huge grin and she darted across the room to throw her arms around Mercedesâs neck.
For once, Mercedes didnât grumble and pull away. She patted Paganâs arm awkwardly. âGuess thatâs okay with you.â
Pagan laughed and stepped back. âItâs great with me! I promise I wonât suck you into it too much. No violence.â
âWe should review the self-defense moves I taught you back in reform school. And when we get back here, we should get a dog.â
âA big dog.â Pagan looked out the kitchen window at the backyard and switched off the lights. âAnd maybe some electric fencing, snares and booby traps.â
Thump!
Pagan jumped two feet in the air as something slammed into the front door of the house. Mercedes frowned. âThey wouldnât be stupid enough to come back.â
They walked side by side down the hallway to the foyer. Mercedes sidled up to the side window and peered through the curtains. âA manâs walking back down the driveway. Nobody I know. And thereâs nobody else.â
âWell, then, what...?â Pagan unlocked the door and tugged it open a few inches.
A large brown envelope flopped down from where it had been leaning against the door. In