Cin's Secret [Club Libertine 4] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) Read Online Free PDF Page B

take you home now, and you can have your lunch with Lindy and dinner with us, and we’ll court you slowly, so you can get to know us and learn what it means to submit to us. It’s not for everyone, and we are willing to ease you into the lifestyle.” Connor paused and it was Liam who continued.
    “Or option three, you can come home with us now and experience what it means to be our woman, sort of a hands-on and cocks-in sampling of our lifestyle.”
    Cindy looked at them, first Liam and then Connor and back again. They had both backed away from her as far as they could in the truck so they weren’t touching. They simply looked at her and waited for her to process their words and make her decision without pressure.
    She looked away from them and stared straight ahead, her mind trying desperately to process their words.
    The thought of being punished by them was almost as intoxicating as the thought of being pleasured by them. She’d been a terrible person before she left Seattle. No one, not even Lindy knew just how bad a person Cindy was. It had been as a penance that she’d signed up with Doctors Without Borders. She had no medical training, but she knew how to organize, and she quickly made herself indispensable running the clinic and doing the administration so the volunteer doctors and nurses could concentrate on helping the sick and wounded.
    It had been almost three years since she’d been with a man, and she’d never been with two before. Three long years of sleeping alone, living halfway around the world from friends and family and anything familiar. She’d worked hard in dangerous surroundings, always on guard, always in control, a thousand and one decisions waiting for her each and every day, while sometimes listening to the bombs rain down in the distance, trying to figure out how to scrounge enough supplies to keep the clinic open a day longer. Day after day, she struggled, having found something worth doing, finally growing up and putting others first, until the day she, herself, was struck down. It was a stray bullet. It went through her side, a flesh wound really, but the wound had gotten infected, and she’d nearly died.
    Lying in that hospital room had given her a lot of time to think. Before that, she’d been so busy she’d fallen into bed each night exhausted. But having nothing to do for days on end had given her perspective, and she realized that she’d never be able to move on until she made peace with Lindy. Staying away was no longer an option. Tomorrow at lunch, she’d confess her sins and ask for absolution. And if Lindy wanted her to leave town, she would and never look back. So tonight might be her only chance to be with Connor and Liam.
    But she was back home and healthy, although underweight, and she just wanted to feel again. Even if only for one night, she wanted to enjoy the feeling of another warm body pressed up against hers. Connor and Liam had worried that the thought of them dominating her, controlling her would scare her off, but really, it thrilled her. The chance, even if just for one night, to turn all responsibility over to someone else was something she’d dreamed about.
    Tomorrow, well, what happened tomorrow would depend upon Lindy. And, one way or another, she’d be back to being the control freak she always was. But for just this once, she wanted to just let go and feel. She wanted to experience what it was like to be looked after, but not worry about making decisions. She’d felt that tug of sexual attraction the moment she’d set eyes on the twins, and she knew they wanted her. For tonight, she’d turn over all control to them and just live in the moment. And if tonight was all she had with them, so be it.
    In fact, she realized, the thought that it might only be one night might be a good thing, a freeing thing. If there was no tomorrow, then she could give them everything tonight. She felt the tension leave her body as she made her decision.
    “I don’t