laughing, kissing, and holding hands?
âBuddy, let me explain.â Dad rushed over like he was putting out a fire
.
âDaddy, who is she?â At ten, I didnât understand all the rules of the adult world, but I knew this woman wasnât my mother and that my father shouldnât be kissing her
.
âMick, listen, sheâs an old friend of mine,â heâd said. âItâs not what you think, buddy.â
âBut you wereââ I started, not really knowing the right words to capture what I saw, not knowing what I should feel, only knowing my father wasnât telling me the truth
.
âYour mother doesnât need to know about this, you understand,â heâd said, then put his hand gently on my shoulder. âYou have to promise not to tell her about this, buddy.â
âButââ I stopped when Dadâs gentle touch turned to a hard squeeze
.
âMick, look, Iâll explain all this later,â my father said, butI knew that was a lie, too. âDo I have your word? Your word, Mick, is your bond. I can trust you, right, buddy?â
If I promised my dad, I let him betray Mom. If I told Mom, I was betraying him. My hands stayed by my sides, my eyes on the floor, and I walked away unsure what to think, feel, or do. If you were me, what would you have done?
Fourth Period
I hated PE, but it was the only class in the day where I saw Brody, although he was late as usual. I guessed he was in the principalâs office. Since he was no longer on the football team, Brody caught crap from everyone for everything. I tried to make a quick change in the locker room, but Rex Wallace cornered me.
âWhatâs up, 151?â Rex said to me, then smacked my arm.
âWhy do you call him 151?â some stupid jock standing behind Rex asked.
âItâs because Iâm so smart; itâs my IQ,â I said.
âNo, itâs because heâs a drunk like Brody,â Rex replied, his voice loaded with contempt.
âWhatever,â I said.
âBob and Rusty told me they caught you staring at Whitney at the bus stop,â Rex said, his voice all puffed up like his chest. âDonât even think about it.â
âThink about what?â
âYou already blew it with Nicole, but anybody could have seen that coming,â Rex continued, pushing his finger into my face. âFace it, loser, youâre out of your league.â
I wanted to tell him,
I know that, Rex, but Iâm trying real hard to forget it
.
âJust let Roxanne do you again,â he said as he smacked my arm.
Before I could respond, I heard Brodyâs thundering voice. âKnock if off, Rex!â
âRelax, Brody,â Rex said, then turned to face him.
âDonât tell me what to do,â Brody said, then spat at Rexâs feet.
âYou have no discipline,â Rex shouted. âYou cost us a state championship.â
âAnd you have no dick,â Brody shouted back. âAnd no balls!â
âTake it back,â Rex said.
âYou take back what you said about me,â Brody shouted as he took one step closer.
âWhat do you mean?â Rex said, taking one step back.
âI know it was you,â Brody said as he tilted his head to the left. He looked a little crazy.
âWhat are you talking about?â
âYou turned me in, you ratted me out.â Brody jabbed his finger hard into Rexâs chest.
Rex took another step back. âDonât blame me for something thatâs your own fault.â
âThatâs not the point,â Brody said. âYou donât rat out your friends.â
Rex tempted fate and facial injuries by letting out a small laugh as he said, âBrody, you were my teammate, you were never my friend.â
Brody responded not by shouting, but by whispering, âIf it was you, Iâll kill you.â
Rex staggered back, just as Coach Simpson arrived. He was