thinking about it makes me want to puke.â
I expect Chris to laugh, but he only says, âThen youâll have to take care of things up here while I climb down.â
The next thing I know, weâre tying one end of the rope around the Billy loves Sara tree and the other around Chris, and heâs getting set to head down the cliff.
He tugs on the rope to make sure itâs secure. Then he starts lowering himself over the edge, letting out the rope a little at a time.
I watch from the safety of the tree until Chrisâs head disappears.
âOkay,â he calls up after a few seconds. âIâm on the ledge. Now Iâm going to shinny out to the end of the tree. Can you keep an eye on it and tell me if it looks like itâs gonna break?â
I take a step toward the edge of the cliff and then stop. Iâm not even looking down yet, and already I feel dizzy. I swallow hard and reach back for the tree.
âEric? You there, man?â
I swallow again. âYeah. Iâm coming.â
But my feet are frozen to the spot.
Afraid of heights or not, I canât leave Chris out there on that skimpy branch without even a lookout. I drop to the ground and crawl commando style to the edge of the cliff. My hands grip the sharp, rocky ledge while my runners wedge toeholds in the dirt. Only when I feel like my body is glued to the earth do I look over the edge.
All I see is the water crashing over the rocks far below. The sound of it fills my ears, and my vision starts to swirl. I feel like Iâm being dragged down a bathtub drain. I shut my eyes and wait for the spinning to stop.
âYou okay?â Chris says. âYou look awful white.â
âIâm fine,â I lie. I block out the river and focus on Chris. âHave you tested your weight on the tree?â
He moves his head. I think heâs nodding, but itâs hard to tell from this angle.
âItâs stronger than it looks,â he says. âI think itâs going to be fine, but yell if you see it start to move.â
Itâs my turn to nod. âBe careful,â I tell him.
He doesnât answer. He climbs onto the tree and starts shinnying up and out. I imagine I hear the trunk crack and see it break, dumping Chris into the river. I shake off the image and stare at the tree.
I look at the rope, angling down over my shoulder from the tree behind me. Itâs stretched as far as it can go. I steal a quick glance at Chris. Heâs stretched tooâflat along the length of the tree, his arm reaching toward the nest. His fingers claw at it, trying to pull it closer.
I hold my breath and will the tree to be strong. The rope groans as Chris tries to shinny out a bit farther. I hear a scraping noise behind me, and suddenly the rope that was taut above me is right on top of me. It digs into my shoulder and pins me to the ground. The rope has slid down the trunk of the Billy loves Sara tree.
Horrified, I look down. Chris is gone. My stomach leaps into my mouth, and the rocks and rushing river below become a blur. Oh, God. Donât let this be happening.
âChris!â I scream. âChris! Where are you? Chris, answer me!â The rope is really cutting into me. I know it will jerk again if I wriggle out from under it, but if I stay where I am, itâs going to take my shoulder off. Besides, I need to find Chris. Using my free hand to push at it, I pull my body the other way and slide free. The rope thumps to the ground like a giant elastic being snapped. There is a roar of complaint below. I peer back over the cliff and holler again. âChris!â
Finally, I see himâhis hands, actuallyâhanging onto the tree, but at least he hasnât fallen into the river. Not yet.
âChris!â I yell down to him. âHang on. Iâm going to get help.â
The words are no sooner out of my mouth than I hear footsteps pounding the ground behind me. Then somebody is pulling me