wasnât going to need much more than three months !
Her hands dropped to her sides. Her body went dead.
Unless she was still on probation.
Sheâd never even considered that as a possibility. But sheâd just lost points with Gina today for pulling out her wall flip. Why couldnât she learn to just be patient? After today, she could still be on probation for the world championship.
Devane shook her head. Huh-uh. No. That would not happen to her. She hadnât done anything so bad in class. And sheâd already been on probation for weeks.
She waited until the practice room emptied out, then she approached Gina. âI will be off probation by the nationals and the championshipâ is what she wanted to say. But she made it a question. âGina, Iâll be off probation by the nationals and the championship, wonât I?â
Gina hesitated. âItâs definitely a possibility.â
Devane wanted to walk. She wanted to walk out the door and slam it behind her. If they didnât want her in the groupâas burninâ as she wasâthen fine. She would just find herself anotherâ
Donât you go there again, fool, she told herself. She took a long, slow breath. âCan you tell me what I have to do to get off probation? Is there a list of things?â Devane could work with a list. With a list and her calendar, she could have a plan tonight.
âMaddy and I just need to feel sure that there wonât ever be a repeat of what happened at the Gulliver Academy show. We want to know that youâre committed to being a team player,â Gina answered. âIâve seen how hard youâve been trying these last few weeks. I really appreciate it, Devane.â
Appreciation. Yeah. Appreciation wasnât going to get Devane and her mom and little brother out of Overtown and onto Hibiscus Island. It wouldnât even pay for the bus ride.
Devane needed to be discovered. She needed to be a star. Thatâs when things would change.
She needed to be in that championship.
You can make it happen, Devane thought. You will make it happen.
But how?
âCool beanz about the championship, right?â Sophie asked ill papi as they headed down the hall after class. He gave a kind of half grunt for an answer.
âI donât really get that expressionâcool beanzâdo you?â Sophie rambled, her heart doing this freaky skittering thing in her chest. Ever since sheâd had that I-LIKE-him-like-him flash at Disney World, it had been hard to talk to ill papi. Maybe the words were the same. But she felt different saying them. Clumsyâbut in her mouth.
âCool beanz. Whatâs cool about them?â she stumbled on. âTheyâre beans. Even with the z on the end, theyâre just beans. Pinto, kidney, even garbanzo. Iâm just not finding the coolness.â
Ill papi didnât answer. Or smile. Or tell her she was whack. It was like she wasnât even there.
He was treating her the way he treated Sammi. Not fun. Ill papi ducked into the boysâ locker room without saying âbyeâ or âsee yaâ or even ânever come near me again.â
âBye, ills,â Sophie muttered. âYeah, I agree. Weâve become great friends since I joined the group. Uh, well, love to chat, but I got to go.â She waved at the closed door of the boysâ locker room and headed into the girlsâ.
Lots of talking in there. And all about the competitions.
âWe need some new costumes for sure,â Rachel said. âOurs are getting tired.â
âThereâs this girl at my school who designs her own stuff,â Chloe answered, pulling on a long, gauzy skirt as black as her dyed hair. âMaybe she could come up withââ
âWe donât all want to look like vampires,â Becca interrupted, teasing. âVamps donât come shaped like me anyway. You donât get curves like these