anything. Not because itâs dirty but because it feels unclean. I canât quite explain the difference, although I suspect it has something to do with my own snob factor. Conflicted, I force myself to sit in a chair at the kitchen table. There are dirty dishes in the sink. He notices me noticing.
âSorry,â he says, âthe dishes are my job. I usually take care of them when I get home.â
âWhat does your uncle do?â I asked him.
âRoad construction,â Brewster says. âHe works nights, driving a steamroller for the Transportation Authority.â
Somehow that doesnât surprise me. I get this image of a maniacal Uncle Hoyt rolling over defenseless wildlife caught in the unset asphalt.
I pick up my glass, and he looks at my knuckles. Four out of five knuckles on my right hand have scabs in various states of healing. âWhereâd you get those,â he asks, âbeating on band geeks?â
Heâs trying to push my buttons. I donât let him. âLacrosse,â I tell him.
âRight,â he says. âMust be a rough sport.â
I shrug. âGood for getting out your aggression.â
He nods. âWhat do you do in the off-season?â
âI use the stick to smash mailboxes.â
He looks at me like Iâm serious.
âIâm kidding,â I tell him, but he doesnât seem entirely convinced. Iâm uncomfortable with the conversation being all about me, so I flip it back on him.
âSo, your uncleâs got a government job; he must pull in a decent salary.â
The question is right there, although I donât ask it directly: If heâs got a decent job, then why do you live like this?
The Bruiser glances back toward the family room. The shifting glow from the TV plays on the arched doorway like lightning, making it look like a portal to another dimension. The gateway to Hoyt-Hell: Abandon all hope ye who enter. He turns back to me and speaks softly. âMy uncleâs got an ex-wife and three kids in Atlanta. The government garnishes his wages.â
âGarnish,â I say. âI thought that was, like, parsley on a dinner plate.â
The Bruiser grins. âSo thereâs something I know that you donât?â He relishes the moment before explaining. âGarnishing means the government takes child support right out of his salary even before he gets the check because they know he wonât pay it otherwise.â The Bruiser thinks about it and shakes his head. âFunnyâhe runs out on his wife and three kids and then he ends up stuck with Cody and me.â
Iâm about to ask him how that came to be, but I realize it must not be a pretty story. If theyâre stuck with a loser uncle,it means that their parents are gone in one way or another. Dead, incarcerated, or AWOL. No joy in any of the possibilities, so I donât ask.
âYouâre uncle sounds like quite a guy,â I say, the sarcasm practically pooling around my ankles, adding another stain to the carpet.
âThere are worse things,â he says.
Right about now Cody comes out of his room, shirtless.
âMy shirt smelled like Tri-tip,â he says, âbut I got no clean shirts. Itâs your fault I got no clean shirts!â he tells his brother.
The Bruiser sighs and says to me, âI do the laundry here, too.â
I wonder if there are any chores he doesnât do.
When I glance at Cody again, I note that the kidâs back is nothing like his brotherâs. No bruises, no scars, no sign that their short-tempered uncle beats him at all. I begin to wonder if maybe Iâm wrong in assuming the man is an abuser. Maybe he just blusters, but heâs all wind and no weather. Still, it doesnât answer the question about the Bruiserâs back. The Bruiser goes to a little laundry room just off the kitchen and mines through a huge pile of clothes on top of the dryer. He pulls out a small