in the kitchen and bath, and the table I am sitting at is something that the previous owner had, as well as the crème colored sofa with flower throw pillows—too feminine. That is something I should change sooner than later.
I work most of the afternoon and into the evening. After I finally leave my desk and computer, I want nothing more than to hang out on the couch and watch ESPN. After heating up some Hot Pockets, I do just that. By 10:00 p.m., I can’t keep my eyes open. I turn off the TV and head straight to bed.
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I wake up with a heavy heart. I didn’t see a healthy Laney in my dreams, but I didn’t have a nightmare either. I never thought I would prefer the nightmares over nothing at all. I don’t know how to explain what I'm feeling right now, it’s just.....my heart hurts.
I muddle through the morning in a stark contrast to the jaunty way I felt last night. I work up until lunch time on a couple different projects and watch out the window as Ronnie drives up and delivers a few bags of groceries to Ally. Before leaving, he carries a round table out to his truck and places it gently in the back. The table top catches the light and sends off a rainbow of shimmering reflections. “Wow.” I mumble to myself. It is a beautiful table, and I wonder why she is getting rid of it.
I am not quite ready to eat, and opt instead to go and take another run. Pulling on a clean pair of sweats and a t-shirt, I move out to the porch to put on my tennis shoes. The porch creaks as I step out and I can’t help but smile just a little bit. It is part of the charm of this house. The settling and the sounds it makes are sometimes like music to me.
I start out the same way as last time, cutting through the trees in front of my house and starting on the developed trail. The ground is slightly moist, and as I run, I can see the much smaller footprints running the opposite direction. Ally must have been out again last night. I think as I continue at a relaxed pace. I look around at the surrounding forest. The trees are tight together and thick. I can’t begin to envision how dark it must be on this trail at night, and for the life of me, I can’t imagine why a small woman like Ally would choose to run in the dark.
As I run, I think of what I know about her. I know she has lived in this house for 2 years (the realtor told me that)—she doesn’t seem to leave her house for much, other than to run at night and clean up my mess on my porch. I know she has long chestnut hair and dark eyes and by what I recently observed, she has nightmares that would outrival any that I have ever come close to having. So basically, not a whole hell of a lot!
I make it back to my house and leave my shoes by the front door, as I seem to have picked up a little bit of dirt from the areas on the trail with the most moisture. I throw together a sandwich, chips and a pickle and sit down with remote in hand. Flipping through the channels, I decide on the movie, Coming to America. I haven’t seen this movie in ages, and it is upbeat enough to ward off any of my depressing thoughts.
Chapter 13
~Ally
I spent what feels like an eternity sitting on the steps, just basking in the calm of night. All of my favorite sounds—what I know. I finally come inside when my stomach starts to cramp a little bit. I think I must be a little hungry, so I decide to throw something together after I hop in the shower. The water feels quite nice, but with an angry stomach, I don’t linger. I pull on my softest pajamas, grab some snacks and head into my little studio. I sent the finished table with Ronnie today when he dropped off my groceries. It was beautiful, and I am so excited about how it turned out. I’m anxious to hear what Mr. Roberts thinks of it too. I am working on a new piece from Ian’s broken pot. I’m not exactly sure where I’m going with it, but I know it will come
Carole E. Barrowman, John Barrowman