I yearn for you, you know.â
âI know,â she said miserably. Because heâd finally said everything a suitor ought. Except he hadnât said he loved her, because it would be a lie. They both knew that. He wanted her, and that was very different. She knew that too, for herself.
âIâll wait then,â he said. âNow then, my Miss Eve, you will see me tomorrow for tea?â
She nodded.
âAnd the next night, for the masquerade ball. Maybe you can learn more about me when Iâm in disguise? Youâre so contrary, that may turn the trick. I canât wait to see what disguise youâve chosen. Whatever it is, Iâll wager Iâll be your partner.â
âAt the ball, yes. But maybe not in our costumes. Unless you wish it?â
âOh,â he said, âI think youâll find we will match in everything.â
âYou have a spy in my house?â she asked in astonishment. âIt canât be Sherry. I didnât tell him. But he has a way of talking the housemaids andthe footmen around anythingâ¦he didnât!â
âHe did not,â Aubrey said. âIâm gambling on how well I know you.â
âWhatâs the wager to be?â she asked, hands on her hips. When they teased like this, she didnât mistrust him.
âName it.â
âSo sure? This will be interesting. No material wager matters,â she said airily. âI just look forward to victory.â
âThen if material doesnât matter to you, a kiss will to me. Thatâs the wager. If you win, you can come to me, anywhere, anytime, and kiss me. If I do, I get to kiss you, any time, anywhere. Agreed?â
âYes,â she said brightly. âThereâs no way I can lose if I win.â She laughed. âAnd you wonât win, we wonât be a pair in our costumes. But Iâll forgive you that.â
He laughed, took her back into his arms, kissed her speechless, and left her looking after him. She watched him go out into the night, bemused as always at how much she could want a man, and how suspicious she could be of him at the same time.
She slowly went up the stairs to her bedchamber. She could have asked her brother or her maid to stay until Aubrey had left. But sheâd wantedwhat she got, even though it turned out she didnât get half of it. He was still a mystery to her, but a more alluring one every moment.
Eve changed to her nightclothes, and then sat cross-legged on her bed and thought, her chin on her knees. She had a costume. She wouldnât use it now. Heâd said heâd know. Which was ridiculous. He couldnât know. He didnât even know what costumer sheâd gone to. Stillâ¦
She needed a new costume. A good one. This wasnât a public masquerade, where, Sherry told her, people dressed in unlikely costumes so no one would recognize them, so they could flirt and worse with their own maidservants and footmen or their best friendsâ husbands and wives. This was a top-notch affair, where people wanted to be seen in all their glory.
She had to think of how Aubrey would want to be seen, and then dress differently, so as to win her wager. Once again, she was aware of how little she knew him. One thing she did know, she thought as she scowledâsheâd be damned if he actually came up with a matching costume to hers. He said he knew her. She doubted he really did. If he did, it would be unsettling. And if he didnât, sheâd win. She loved winning.
That would show him she was her own person, not an echo from his past. She wasnât a copy ofanyone. If he could accept that, she might even be able to accept him. That would be wonderful, because whether she knew him well or not, deep down she knew very well that she very much wanted to say yes to him.
A thought came to her and made her sit up straight. She shouldnât be thinking how heâd dress. She knew that. Heâd said
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