tops wide open like the Bee Gees, but thought Iâd better make an effortâyou know, for the sake of Poldark .â He eyed me up and down and I squirmed in my seat, sensing my cheeks pink up.
âSo, obviously youâre a big fan of the series,â I said.
Now my eyes roved his frame. He must have been quite an eye-turner a decade or so before. In fact there was something about his faceâthe dark shadows under the eyes perhapsâthat made me think he looked even older than his actual years. As we chatted about our love of the programme, my shoulders relaxed and I leant back in my chair. So did he. In fact, Marcus was good company. Funny, in an understated way. Polite. Witty. What a shame he wasnât young enough to impress Saffron. Yet, I was pleased at not having to dupe him. What a lovely guy. It made me realise Iâd have to be upfront with whoever I took to the wedding. Hurting peopleâs feelings wasnât part of the plan.
We both ordered the fish pie. Looked like Iâd be logging on to the dating site again tonight, to find another candidate.
âI watch the programme every week with my daughter,â said Marcus. He studied me again. âSorry,â he blurted out. âI donât mean to stare, itâs just ⦠Please donât take this the wrong way, Kate, but from your profile picture I thought youâd be older. Like my Ruth, you canât even be into your thirties yet.â He shot me a sheepish look. âAnd I expect my appearance was a bitof a surprise.â He shook his head. âBet you think Iâm a right arse, trying to be younger than my years.â
âErm â¦â
He grinned, chestnut eyes twinkling as he touched his hair. âI let Ruth dye this for that profile picture. Big mistake.â
Aw bless. What a superstar. So he definitely wasnât some creep lusting after women half his age. Although Iâd already worked that out after the way heâd talked about how satisfying he found his job as a care worker. Clearly he had strong principlesâso why did a man with such integrity and passion need the help of an online matchmaking service?
âRuth means well and also insisted on putting that photo through Instagram first so that I looked âmy bestâ.â He gave a deep chuckle. âAlways a generous child, sheâs been.â
I smiled. âAnd I posted a photo, warts and all, with bad lighting. How old did you think Iâd be?â Marcusâs cheeks flushed a deep maroon and I burst out laughing. âDonât worry. No need to answer. My classic black dress probably didnât help.â
âItâs what attracted me to your profile,â he said. âMy mum used to dress like that. What I mean is â¦â He groaned and I couldnât help giggling. âLord,â he said, âI am useless at all this stuff.â
âI love all that movie-star glamour, with long cigarette holders and classic clothes. It is such adistinctive era. And you can pick up some great bargains from charity shops.â Oxfam had been my lifesaver during the teenage years. A fifty-pence vintage top from there felt newer than any hand-me-down from my older sisters. âGuess weâve paid the price for using a niche, smaller dating site. I imagine the bigger dating sites require you to enter your actual age.â
The waiter delivered our pies and we ate in silence for a few moments. Mmm. Creamy subtle flavours washed over my tongue. I ordered us another couple of Cokes.
Marcus stared at me. âDo you think itâs sad, Kate? A man of my age doing online dating?â
âNo. I think itâs hard for lots of people to meet that special someone in this mad, modern busy world.â
He clasped his hands together. âThatâs just it though. Ruth means well but I ⦠Iâm not ready to meet someone else yet. My wife ⦠Sandra ⦠She passed away two years