know, look over in his direction.â
I shook my head. âZach probably wouldnât come over anyway. I kind of let him know I wasnât interested in him.â
âSome friend you are,â Kirsty lapsed into a sulky silence.
Jake, looking thoroughly bored by this girly conversation, said, âIâm going to the bar. Anyone want another drink? Derek, you coming?â
âNo, Iâm good for the moment.â
As Jake went to the bar and Lisa started to talk to Kirsty about a movie she wanted to go to, Derek turned to me and said quietly, âHave you thought about the 26 th ?â
âThanks for the invite, but my parents are coming back from holidays on that day and I really should be there to see them.â They werenât coming home till the following week, but Derek didnât need to know that.
âOh.â His face fell and he looked like a sorrowful puppy. I felt guilty, but it would be worse to encourage him when I knew it was never going to lead anywhere.
âIâm feeling a bit tired. I think I might go home ⦠no you stay with the others. Iâll catch a cab.â
âNo, really, Iâm ready to go to.â Ever the gentleman he was. Heâd make some girl a great boyfriend, but not me. âHey,â he said, âmaybe we could go to a movie sometime.â
Time to set the record straight. Lisa and Kirsty had gone to the Ladies, so we were alone.
âListen, youâre a good friend and I really like you, but thatâs what I want us to stay, friends.â
âFriends go out.â
âSure they do, like now, with other friends. But, I donât want to take it any further. Iâm sorry. No hard feelings?â
He managed a small smile, âSure. No worries. I just thought we might have a few laughs together, no pressure. And I didnât think there was anyone else, unless it was that Zach guy.â
âHim?â I managed a light laugh. âNot in a million years. Anyway, Iâm going to go now. Say goodbye to the others for me.â
âNo reason I canât drive you home.â
But I imagined his kindly yet disappointed face as we drove home together and I was afraid I might give in because I was sorry for him and agree to go out with him. I liked him too much to do that.
âDonât worry, itâs cool. You stay and have fun.â I grabbed my bag. âSee you at work on Monday.â I left him, looking dejected.
Truth be told, I was a bit down myself. I had a feeling things were going to be awkward at work for a while. Kirsty was none too pleased with me and Derek would probably avoid me like the plague. As for Zach, well he managed to press all my buttons without even trying. And André seemed as far away from appreciating me as ever. Add to that, it was pouring rain when I went outside to call a cab on my phone.
I was just about to reach inside my bag, when I heard the door behind me whoosh open and a hand lightly touch my shoulder. âI thought you were with your friends? Havenât you got a ride home?â
I turned to see Zach. âI was with them, but I was feeling tired so I decided to go home.â
âNo need to call a cab. Iâll take you home.â
âIâm fine,â I said, remembering Iâd said this once before when my car wouldnât start and he wouldnât take no for an answer. I reached a hand in my bag to grab the phone and his hand lightly encircled my wrist.
âCome on. Donât be silly. Itâs on the way and if youâre worried about my drinking, donât. I rarely drink when Iâm out. Iâve been on Coke and water all night.â
âHow do you know my house is on the way?â
âJust about everything in this town is on the way.â
I had to laugh. âThatâs true.â
âStay here. Iâll bring the ute round to the front so you donât get wet.â
âWhat about