wants to run away. Instead I stagger back to my gruesome find. I need to know if itâs what I think it is.
âFuck me,â mutters McGee as I shine my phoneâs flashlight over what appears to have been an adult female, judging from whatâs left of her clothing.
âTish, is thatâ?â Ivyâs voice penetrates the buzzing in my ears.
âYeah.â I nod, a sharp jerk of my head. The rotted fabric that forms her shroud, once-yellow, now a dull ochre, printed with poppies, confirms my suspicion: The woman whose remains Iâm looking at are those of my mother. She was wearing that dress the last time I saw her. I gulp hard against my rising gorge. âI think I need to sit down,â I hear myself say in a shaky voice.
âWould one of you ladies mind telling me what the fuck is going on?â barks McGee after Ivy has phoned 911 and Iâm once more seated on the grass, gulping in fresh air to combat my spinning head. I turn to look up at him, an action that seems to take place in slow motion underwater.
I canât speak. Ivy answers instead.
She didnât run out on us. All this time she was dead. Moldering away.
Next thing I know, Iâm tossing my cookies onto the grass. âTish â¦â At the sound of Ivyâs voice I look up to find her squatting beside me and holding out a handkerchief, from McGeeâs pocket. The faint odor of cigarettes invades my nostrils when I use it to wipe my mouth.
Iâm feeling a little less shaky by the time the cops get there. Though it doesnât help matters that the first responders are none other than officers James and Ruiz. âAnything you want to tell us?â asks a narrow-eyed Jordan as he stands before me working a wad of gum.
âLike what? That someone with a sick sense of humor played a practical joke on me? I should think that would be pretty obvious,â I snap.
âItâs just,â he pauses to give his jaws a rest, long enough for me to get a good look at the grayish wad protruding from his molars, âI gotta say, it doesnât look good. Two crime scenes in one day?â Either heâs especially dense or he gets off on making other people suffer. My guess is the latter.
âShow some respect,â Ivy snarls. âThatâs her mom.â She gestures toward the yellow crime scene tape strung across the open door to the unit. The ME and CSI team have arrived and are busy photographing and combing the scene for forensic evidence.
It was clearly the wrong thing to say. Jordan shifts his gaze from Ivy to me, his eyes narrowing further until theyâre little more than slits in his pitted face. âAnd you know this because ⦠?â
Before I can reply, a deep male voice interrupts. âTish. Got a minute?â
I turn around slowly to find myself face-to-face with another unwelcome blast from my past, in the form of one Spence Breedlove. My former nemesis, one-time crush, destroyer of my reputation in high school, and now, the lead detective on this case. âSure,â I say as though to a stranger whoâd stopped me on the sidewalk to ask directions. Defense mechanisms are a wonderful thing.
Too bad they have a short battery life. âListen, I know how it must look, but itâs not what you think,â I find myself babbling a minute later. âI didnât know she was in there. I didnât even know she was dead! Ask him. Heâll tell you.â I gesture wildly toward McGee, who takes a step back and throws his hands up.
âDonât look at me,â he says with his Brooklyn accent that makes him sound like Joe Pesci in My Cousin Vinny . âI donât know nothing about it.â He explains how it all went down, in clear, concise language that tells me thereâs more to this guy than meets the eye. Then itâs my turn to speak.
âDo I need a lawyer?â
âI donât know. You tell me,â Spence