was able to shrug off the pain in my
gut as I slowly strolled across the room,
there was this aroma that made my whole body quiver, my mouth
started to water, and I felt my body start to lift itself up to
take me to the scents location. I tightly held myself to the bar
that was on my right side. I looked around to see if anyone noticed
my levitating body, but it was too dark, I was safe. After a few
minutes I was able to regain control. I cautiously allowed myself
to follow this unlikely scent.
My urges, overwhelming as
they were, began to excite me, yet at the same time annoy me. My
head became fuzzy. Hearing muffled voices, I couldn’t make out what
was in front of me and started to panic.
Knocking a few people out
of my way as I stumbled across the room. I figured they thought I
was just another drunk. I couldn’t understand what was making me
feel this way, why I can’t control this. I knew the closer I got to
the scent the harder it was to act normal.
I stood in the corner of
the room and closed my eyes, hoping the blurred vision would soon
go away. As my vision slowly recovered and my hearing was back to
normal I went forward to the scent. But this sudden urge to kill
the whole room distracted me. They were all in the way of what I
was chasing, and I wouldn’t let them hold me back any longer. I
wanted to feed into my urges, I wanted to kill slowly and lick the
blood of my victims while they scream in horror. I also wanted to
scream and run away, get myself out before it was too
late.
I slowly opened my eyes
from my morbid thoughts of killing everyone and saw her. I couldn’t
look away nor move. She was a beautiful sight. I watched her from
across the room. She stared back at me. I wanted her, that was my
present to myself. I still couldn’t move, or talk, and it was
becoming difficult to maintain focus. Compose yourself damn it! I had to,
compose myself, and break out of this spell she had me
in.
I want her, I want her, I
want her is all that was going through my head. I wanted her too
bad, too much, not just her blood. I wanted to take her and lock
her away for my own pleasures. As soon as she looked away I was
able to unfreeze, she released me from the spell she’d
cast. I was so absorbed in the moment, I realized the bar I held
onto was barely hanging on. Evidence under my feet, I immediately
tossed in a nearby trash can. I held myself to the bar so I
wouldn’t dash across the room and kill everyone in the way just to
get to this girl.
I was thinking of what I could say to
this girl to get her to go outside with me. Angry that she made me
feel so weak, I wanted to kill her. I
stared once again, fantasizing about what I would do if I had her
alone. The thought of sinking my teeth into her and hearing her
scream, gave me chills thinking about it. Though I
know she wouldn’t live long I wouldn’t want to stop drinking her
sweet blood. I'll make her love every moment until she’s sucked
dry. My fantasy was annoyingly interrupted when I heard someone
talking to me, it was her, she was standing right in front of me.
It took all I had to not launch forward, I leaped back. She looked
at me puzzled.
I tried to speak but nothing came. My mouth
hung open.
“ You okay?” She asked. Her voice was a
melody to my ears, it made my body tremble. I was restraining
everything in me trying to stay composed and keep my control. I
just nodded as I stared at her. Her skin looked so soft and pale,
as if there was this radiant light shining off her, I wanted to
almost reach out just to touch her but I stopped myself, knowing
that probably would intensify this mad desire for her. Her eyes,
dark brown, getting lost in them wasn’t hard. And her lips! Oh my. Damn it! M ade me want to
rip them off right then and there. Seeing her wet them with her
tongue wasn’t helping me fight everything in me. Her face was like
nothing I’ve ever seen, her features so beautiful and
breathtaking.
I instantly dropped to my knees as