to manual asphyxia.â
Thereâs people worse off than I am.
Towards the end, with organs weighed and fluids collected, Thorne asked about time of death. When it came to finding a prime suspect, it often turned out to be the most important factor.
âLate afternoon,â Hendricks said. âBest I can do.â
âBefore five?â Holland asked.
âBetween three and four probably, but Iâm not swearing to it right now.â
âThat fits.â Holland scribbled something down. âHusband claims to have arrived home a little after five oâclock.â
âHe out of the picture, then?â
â Nobodyâs out of the picture,â Thorne said.
âOK.â
Thorne saw the expression on Hendricksâ face, and on Hollandâs as he looked up from his notebook. âSorry . . .â
Heâd been looking at the stainless-steel dishes that now contained Emily Walkerâs major organs and thinking that sheâd finally shifted those few extra pounds sheâd been so worried about. His eyes had come to rest on her feet, bloated and pale; on the red nail varnish and the star above her ankle. When heâd spoken, heâd snapped without meaning to, the words sounding snide and spiky.
Holland looked at Hendricks, stage-whispered conspiratorially: âWrong side of the bed.â
Thorne could feel himself growing edgier by the minute. He told himself to calm down, but it didnât work, and walking out with Holland ten minutes later, he found it hard to control his breathing and the flush of it in his face. Sometimes, he felt fired-up coming out of a post-mortem, confused or just depressed more often than not, but he could not remember the last time heâd felt quite so bloody angry.
He had been turning his phone back on before he was out of the post-mortem room and by the time he emerged through the mortuaryâs main entrance on to Avondale Road, he could see that he had three missed calls from Louise. He told Holland heâd catch him up.
It was the voice she used when sheâd been crying. âTheyâve still not done it.â
âChrist, youâre kidding!â
âI donât know what to do,â she said.
He turned away, looking across the North Circular and avoiding the stares from a couple at the bus-stop who had heard him shout. âWhat did they say to you?â
âI canât find anyone who can tell me whatâs going on.â
âIâll be there in fifteen minutes,â Thorne said.
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She burst into tears as soon as she caught sight of him, pushing through the doors at the far end of the ward. He shushed her gently, drew the curtains around the bed and sat down to hold her.
âI just want it . . . out of me,â she said. âDo you understand?â
âI know.â
They heard the voice of the woman in the bed opposite coming from the other side of the curtain. âIs everything OK?â
âItâs fine,â Thorne said.
âDo you want me to get someone?â
Thorne leaned closer to Louise. â Iâm going to get someone.â
He prowled the corridors for five minutes until he found a doctor on the next floor up and told him that something needed to be done. After shouting for a minute or so then refusing to budge while the doctor made a couple of calls, Thorne was back at Louiseâs bedside with a soft-spoken, Scottish nurse. She made all the right noises, then admitted there was nothing she could do.
âNot good enough,â Thorne said.
âIâm sorry, but this is standard practice.â
âWhat is?â
âYour partnerâs just been unlucky, Iâm afraid.â The nurse was flicking through the paperwork sheâd brought with her. She waved it in Thorneâs direction. âEach time the procedure has been scheduled, another case has taken priority at the last minute. Just unlucky . . .â
âShe was