Blame It on the Shame (Blame It on the Shame: Lou-Lou and Ricardo's Story #1) Read Online Free PDF Page B

you.”
    He brought my nightgown up over my head and studied me.
    “You lack the usual curves I like to see on a woman,” he noted. I closed my eyes, embarrassed as he cupped one of my breasts. “Your tits aren't nearly as big as I thought they'd be. Perhaps I'll buy you a decent pair for your next birthday.”
    His comments stung but I wouldn't let him know how deeply they affected me. I opened my eyes. “You're an asshole!”
    I took a step back and turned on my heels. “You don't deserve to have any part of me if you can't appreciate me.”
    His arm wrapped around my waist, pulling my back flush against his front. “That may be true,” he whispered, as he pulled my underwear down. “But I'll damn well take what's mine anyway.”
    “And if I say no?”
    He laughed low and rough in my ear. “We both know you won't. Besides, you owe me this, bambina. We both know this is the only thing of value you have left.” He licked the shell of my ear. “Just like we both know it was me who saved you.”
    I tried to pull away but he tightened his grip on my hips and spread my thighs.
    “That's what I like about you, Lucianna. You're so brave and strong,” he rasped in my ear. “So fierce. Hell, you're stronger than most men out there. You're a pure fighter.”
    He kissed my neck and his fingers found their way inside me. “You're unbreakable and that's what makes you so beautiful.”
    My heart hammered in my chest as he bent me over the bed and kissed down my spine. I closed my eyes and leaned into his touch, my body at odds with itself.
    I heard the sound of his zipper lowering and felt the head of his cock at my entrance as I fought for air. I opened my mouth to tell him that I needed a moment in order to process what was happening, given it was my first time and all, but his voice cut me off.
    “This will hurt,” was my only warning before he pushed himself inside me in one single hard thrust.
    I screamed out in pain and clutched the bedspread for dear life as he began thrusting inside me even harder. “Stop, it's too much.”
    He tugged on my hair until my head fell back against him. “You're strong. You can take it, bambina. I know you can.”
    I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to push whatever weakness I had far away.
    The pain didn't let up, it only magnified each time he slammed into me.
    I reached behind me and touched his face. “Please, mio amore. Please be more gentle. For me , Bruno.”
    He felt for my hand and held it firmly in his large one, the force of his thrusts slowing down to something much more bearable.
    My heart squeezed because I knew what that meant.
    No one had the power to deter Bruno DeLuca. No one had the power to make him stop doing anything.
    No one but me .
    Bruno might not ever say it, but I knew he loved me.
    His big body shuddered before he grunted his release.
    Then he swept me in his arms and positioned me on the bed, my head falling against the pillow.
    “Don't move.”
    I couldn't even if I wanted to, my entire body was so sore I felt like I'd run a 20-mile marathon.
    A few moments later he came out of the adjacent bathroom with a washcloth.
    “You're bleeding all over my bedspread,” he said.
    I pursed my lips. “Gee, I wonder why that is.”
    The corners of his eyes crinkled and his lips twitched. “Because you're mine now.”
    “For how long?”
    His gaze traveled over my still naked body. “Forever.”
    That's when it hit me. “Bruno, you didn't use any protection. What if―”
    “Good,” he said. He brought the washcloth between my thighs. “My son still has another 5 years left on his contract. I'm counting on the fact that he won't make it out alive.”
    I gasped but he clicked his tongue at me. “I don't give a fuck what you think about that, Lucianna. Your feelings on the matter are irreverent. He agreed to the deal, he knew the stakes.”
    I leaned against the headboard. “You only did this so you could get me pregnant, didn't you?”
    He shook his head