about dirt. It was about trying to make Charleneâs coming home as painless and nontraumatic as possible.
After a fast blow-dry, Merry shimmied into jeans, a fuzzy yellow mohair sweater, socks. In the kitchen, she stared bleary-eyed at the fancy coffeemaker. It looked pizzazz-y, like something created in 2075. Shinier than lip gloss. And she could turn it on, sheâd discovered last night. She just couldnât figure out how to make it produce coffee.
It wasnât fair to make a girl start the day without caffeine.
It wasnât fair to make a girl start such a critical day without sleep, either.
She nabbed an appleâbought fresh last nightâand reminded herself of the lawyerâs behavior the day before. Lee Oxford still grated on her mind. His mercenary thinking. His coldness. The fact that heâd never once even mentioned Charleneâs name.
Her resolve ballooned all over again. No matter how crazy anyone thought she was, there was no wayânone in this universeâthat Merry would abandon a kid. Ever.
She knew too well what abandonment felt like.
When it came down to it, maybe it was a good thing the lawyer had been such a barracuda. His attitude had hard-wired her determination. She bit a chunk of apple, grabbed her jacket, the directions to the rest home sheâd gotten from the lawyer and then sprinted outside. A fresh skid of snow had fallen in the wee hours. Brushed with dawn light, the whole neighborhood looked pearl-soft.
Her neighbor was up, judging from the lights in his kitchen window, but she didnât catch sight of him. More than once last night, sheâd thought itâd be no hardship to have such a good-looking guy next door. So he was likely married. She could still look, couldnât she? And he had a truck. He looked mechanical and handy. More things to love in a neighbor.
It looked as if she had lots of neighbors. Other cars were steaming in their driveways, warming up, the lineup resembling the start-up of the Indy 500âalthough this particular lineup was notably chunky gas guzzlers, suburbia getting ready to join the exodus to the freeways and work. A few waved at her.
She waved back, noting they all seemed to be in pinstriped suitsâboth the men and the womenâand doing the wool-coat thing. Worry tried to rag her nerves again. She just felt like such an alien. Sheâd never owned a pinstriped suit, never wanted one. Still, she reminded herself that there wasnât that big an age differenceâshe was joining the thirtysomething bracket as of her birthday next month.
She loved new experiences besides, right?
Her spirits zoomed higher as she turned on the freeway, the map crackled over the steering wheel in front of her. When push came to shove, it didnât really matter whether she fit into the neighborhood or the house or not. Screw all that. This was about a little girl.
And sheâd waited as long as she possibly could to get her arms folded around Charlene.
The directions to the place did seem a little tricky. She checked the map again, then eased to the right when another driver honked at her. Naturally she was concentrating on her driving. Mostly. But the appalling image of Charleneâs bedroom kept popping into her mind.
Nothing about the inside or outside of that darn house matched anything she ever knew about Charlie Ross, but the worst roomâthe absolute worstâwas Charleneâs bedroom.
Another driver honked at her. She shook her apple at him. For Peteâs sake, was everybody cranky near D.C.?
Last night, there wasnât anything she could do but put a couple fresh bouquets of flowers in Charleneâs bedroom. She couldnât find a vase in the house to save her life, but sheâd found big glasses, and the grocery store had thankfully sold cut flowers.
And once Charlene got home, Merry figured they could fix the room. In fact, itâd be a super bonding thing to do together. The
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