shrink from this conflict, my normal defenses fell away and I snapped, âIâm dying, and youâre yelling at me? I said I was sorry, okay? Youâre the one to blame here anyway. If you hadnât given me that napkin, I wouldnât have followed you.â
A moment passed in silence while he ground his teeth together. Then he pierced me with a fierce stare. âOne, youâre not dying. Youâll live. Two, once again, your âsorryâ doesnât mean shit. But itâs not entirely your fault that tonight happened the way it did,â he conceded. âMy past finally caught up with me and things would have gone badly with or without your interference.â
That mollified me, but only slightly.
âHaving said that, however,â he added, a steely edge to the words, âIâll tell you point three. Even if Iâd given you a bag of dog shit, you should have stayed at your table. You almost blew my cover withââ He stopped himself. Frowned. âNever mind.â
I blinked in surprise. âYour cover? What, youâre undercover? Youâre a cop?â
He tangled a hand through his hair, muttering, âYou wish.â
âYouâre what, then?â
âJust drop it, Camille.â
It was the first time heâd said my name. I shivered at the sound of it on his lips. âAre you A.I.R.?â It was the only other agency I could think of, and since they specialized in Outers and the Morevv had been thereâ¦
Erik snorted. âIâm A.I.R.âs worst nightmare, sweetheartâand now Iâm yours.â
4
I took a moment to digest his words.
âNiânightmare?â I sputtered. There was an unholy gleam in Erikâs eyes, darkening the brown irises to a frightening, ominous black. He didnât look like an innocent teenager just then. He didnât look like the boy Iâd crushed on for months. No, he looked mean and hard and capable of any evil deed.
A shiver moved through me, and this one wasnât pleasant like before.
âIâI donât understand,â I managed to say.
âYou donât need to understand,â he said darkly. âAll you need to know is that Iâve done bad things, and Iâll continue to do bad things to meet my goal.â
Tendrils of surprise blended with my fright. Was he threatening me? A cold chill swept through me. âI donât understand,â I repeated stupidly. Surely I was mishearing, I thought, as the car hit a bump, jolting me up. I gripped my arm, trying to protect it from the stinging aftereffects.
âLike I said, I wouldnât worry about understanding. Iâd worry about staying alive.â He turned away from me, then, and faced the front window.
âYouâre just trying to scare me.â
âThere were A.I.R. agents in there, Camille. Remember the group of tough-looking girls?â He didnât wait for my answer. âTheyâre after me.â
âAfter you for what?â
âTheyâre determined to catch me,â he continued as if I hadnât spoken, âand they saw me give you that napkin. They had to wonder what was on it. A code? Information? Unless every single one of them is blind, they saw you follow me afterward. They probably think we planned the meeting and now assume youâre involved with me. A.I.R. is going to be after you, as well.â
A.I.R. agents. The media was fond of calling them the most feared people on the planet, saying they killed predatory aliens without thought. Without concern. Without remorse. And without a trial.
I pictured the girls, the hard gleams in their watchful eyes, the way theyâd stood out, unconcerned with everything around them. The way Iâd been singled out by the gorgeous Asian. Yeah, I could easily imagine her as a killer.
Donât worry. You didnât do anything wrong . âIâm innocent,â I told Erik, my voice trembling.