his oldest brother, who was nodding appreciatively. âI ainât even gonâ speak to nobody unless they speak to me first.â
âDonât you go up there with no attitude. You need to leave all that nonsense right out there in those streets. . . .â
âI know, Ma.â
â. . . All your little ghetto friends and their ghetto ways, you know how easy it could have been you and not that Mookie boy?â
âI know, Ma. . . . I know.â
The fierceness drained from her eyes and was replaced by relief. âWell, hurry up and get your things together,â she said. âYou donât wanna miss your flight.â She stood stiffly and started collecting dishes. Anthony moved his bags to the front door and then picked up the phone. It was early, but he had promised to call before he left.
âWake up, man,â Anthony joked when his best friend answered. âStill got time to catch that flight.â
âGo on with that garbage,â Floyd said sleepily. âSo, is you ready?â
âI guess so.â
Floyd sniffed. âDonât guess, nigga. Either you ready or you ainât.â
âI know, man. Itâs just . . . I donât know.â Silence, except for the sound of his best friendâs breathing. Anthony wanted to say more but didnât know how. âIâll be back home in like two months, anyway. You know, for Thanksgiving.â
âThatâs whatâs up. . . . Ainât that where your boy from, anyway? Stephen King?â
Anthony thought before saying anything. As far as he could remember, they had never talked about his favorite author. âHow did you know that?â
âBecause I pay attention, nigga,â Floyd said. âJust like I know you be writing your own stories sometimes. You ainât never showed me one, but I know, anyway.â
âDamn. You like a teenage detective.â
Floyd laughed. âWrong side, playa. If you ever write about me, make me a criminal who donât never get caught.â
Someone tapped Anthonyâs shoulder. It was his oldest brother, and he was holding the biggest bag. âHurry up, fool,â Darnell said, heading toward the front door. âMomma already waiting.â
âI gotta go,â Anthony said.
âAwright, man. Iâll holler. And rep E.C., nigga!â Floyd blurted. âDonât forget where you from.â
âI wonât.â
He hung up, took a last look around the house, and then went down the front stairs. His brothers stood quietly outside of the car, both of them looking stunned. Anthony understood. But just like it had been on the phone with Floyd, his mouth couldnât find the words.
At the airport, his mother cried, but Anthony wouldnât. He had to show that he could be a man. She made him promise to be good and study hard, made him swear that he wouldnât do anything stupid. âDo it right,â she said earnestly, and squeezed him one last time. âShow those people that you belong.â
âI will,â he said, and let her go. âI promise.â
The plane touched down in Portland, and Anthony took a deep breath. The whole day heâd been afraid of a crash, but now he was afraid that heâd made it. He was in Maine, impossibly far from everyone that he knew. If there was trouble, he would have to handle it alone.
He followed the crowd off the plane and to the baggage claim area. They talked to one another or into cell phones as they waited for their luggage. Anthony wished that he had a phone, but his mother wouldnât buy him one. And every penny heâd made that summer had gone toward school.
He found his bags and went outside, looked around for a limousine but found a big van instead. It was dark blue, with BELTON ACADEMY printed on the sides. A bearded man in a flannel shirt and blue jeans leaned against it, reading a newspaper and