couldnât bear to get rid of the horse Iâd intended as Romyâs wedding gift.
She backed away from me, tentatively walking in the direction of the fence that separated her paddock from the larger pasture where the other horses roamed. She called to them from her side of the fence.
âYou know, I could shoot that horse between the eyes and put her out of her misery.â
I didnât even turn around. âDonât even think about it, Curtis.â
âSeems to me, we didnât get to finish our chat.â
âI donât have anything else to say to you.â
I turned on my heel and left, but he followed me. âWell, maybe Iâve got some things to say to you.â
As I walked by the tree, the pit bulls barked with all their might, straining against their chains to get to me. âWell, maybe I donât want to hear what youâve got to say.â
He tried to clap a hand on my shoulder but missed. His eyes squinted and blinked against the light. A moon blind horse and a mean-ass old man who was going blind, too. How sad was it that Iâd consider putting Curtis down before the horse?
âYou might. Iâve been thinking about how Iâm going to have to start turning some things over to you.â
This was a dreamâit had to be. If I could get Curtis off my back...
I wheeled around to face him. âWhatâs the catch? Why so ready to make a deal all of a sudden?â
âYou mightâve noticed I canât see for shit. Doc says Iâm going blind.â
âIâve noticed,â I said.
âHe said my eyesight would go quickly. Said I might ought to get some things in order. Iâm gonna have to trust you to write the checks one day. Might as well start putting your name on things.â
Yeah, and then you can run up debt in my name and Iâll be the one who has to pay it off. âWhy donât you put it in Mamaâs name?â
âThat woman wouldnât know her ass from a hole in the ground,â Curtis spat.
My fists clenched, ready to knock the smug grin off his face. But if I could get everything in my name then I wouldnât have to kowtow to him anymore.
âAll right, Iâll bite. What do you need me to do?â
âIâll get Charlie to draw up some papers, you know, power of attorney and all that. Then we can talk about getting your name put on the bank account along with mine.â Curtis stopped short of Mamawâs front porch. He knew he wasnât welcome in the house Iâd fixed up and claimed as my own.
âIâm bringing Ben.â
Curtis cussed under his breath, but he knew I didnât trust Uncle Charlie any farther than I could throw him. And Uncle Charlie was about a biscuit shy of three hundred.
âDo what you need to do,â Curtis muttered before tottering in the direction of the trailer. I noticed the weeds around the trailer were about waist-high.
Feeling generous, I went for the weed eater and got to work on those weeds creeping up around the trailer. Iâd been avoiding them on principle, waiting to see if Curtis would ever get off his drunk, lazy ass and mow his own lawn and do his own weed eating. He wouldnât have done that even if he could see. At least he lived in a trailer, and there was the possibility of hauling it somewhere else someday. Hell, I was helping myself by cutting these weeds! Now weâd be able to find the trailer hitch.
Done with that task, I put the weed eater away and absently patted the beagle as I walked through the back door. For the first time in a long while I felt like celebrating. Nothing with Curtis was ever easy, but there was a whisper of hope I might get shed of him.
Romy
W hile I was waiting on Genie to pick me up, I thumbed through the folder of my motherâs notes. She had, of course, arranged them chronologically. The first piece was a yellowed paper sheâd typed using a typewriter with an