Big Girl Rocking in the Sunshine: Big Girl Series Bk3 Read Online Free PDF

into her body. Her body felt weightless again as she thrashed under him, clenching tight against his swollen hard cock, letting the passion take her over as she screamed without any thought as to who could hear, her moans coming out of her body without hesitation.
    Julian paused as though he was trying to hold back, then withdrew quickly. The shudders of orgasm still rippled through Shannon’s body as Julian came onto her stomach, his cock twitching against her skin. He collapsed above her, his head sinking onto her shoulder, his body pressing against hers. She could feel his juices between them, the hot stickiness on her skin.
    Shannon could tell that he had needed this, and her hand came up to cradle his head. She pressed a kiss onto his forehead.
    “You’re wonderful,” she said.
    He didn’t reply, but after a moment she felt the wetness of tears on her neck. He was crying. Why was he crying?
    Unsure of what to do, Shannon let her fingers run consolingly through his hair, squeezing him tightly against her. Soon he stopped crying, and when he pulled himself upright his eyes were clear again.
    “We should get back,” he said, pulling his swim trunks back on.. He did not meet her gaze.
    “Let me clean up first.” Shannon used the towel to wipe herself off, putting her clothes back on as Julian readied the sailboat. They caught a small breeze that picked up quickly as they sailed back to the pier. Julian didn’t say another word. Shannon felt a chill run through her body that even the San Diego sunshine could not chase away.
     
     
     

 
     
     
     
     
     
    CHAPTER FOUR
     
     
    Julian stepped off of the pier and tied the boat to the dock. Inside he kicked himself for his rash behavior. He had intended to confront Shannon about what he had seen with Asher, but then she had taken off her clothes and all thoughts had slipped from his mind but one.
    She knew. She had to know. He had taken her so roughly, so wildly, like an improvised guitar solo tearing at the strings. She had to hate him for it. But then her hand had caressed his head, and she had been grateful…
    Shannon held out her hand, waiting for him to help her out of the boat. What if he turned and left her there? He didn’t owe her anything.
    “Julian?”
    Her voice sounded concerned, and he had to force himself to stay calm, even though inside he was exploding with anger. At her, for the ultimate betrayal of his trust. And at himself, too, for giving in to carnal pleasures. He thought about the present he had bought for her, stowed away in his backpack, his flask now resting atop it. He would give it to her anyway, he thought, to show how little she meant to him. How little she could hurt him with what she had done. Then he would tell her that he knew about Asher. She would cry, beg him for forgiveness, but he would just turn away, tell her to go back to LA. Yes. That’s what he would do.
    “Julian?”
    “Yeah?” He took her hand and supported her as she stepped out of the boat and onto the pier, her hair dripping wet. He longed to run his hands through it, to cradle her in his arms. But she had made her choice, and it wasn’t him.
    “We’ve got to get back to the bus,” he said.
    “I thought the sound checks weren’t until later.”
    “Alex wanted to get set up beforehand.”
    “Oh. Okay.” She cast her eyes over the water, the sun climbing higher in the sky above it. “I know he wants the last show to be perfect. It looks like a perfect day.”
    Julian swallowed hard. “Sure looks like it.”
    They walked back in silence.
    When they arrived, Alex was already tinkering with the equipment on the outdoor stage. Shannon went back to the tour bus, and Julian finally allowed himself to relax a tiny bit. Asher was gone doing god knows what, skating probably. Julian didn’t know if the band could survive another fight, but this was serious.
    Shannon came bounding up to the stage, her camera in her hands. Julian tensed up inside.
    “Time for