and a pink shirt that hugged her slender curves.
Years, miles, war, and death stood between their kiss in the library and now. He’d
never gotten this woman out of his head.
“This looks amazing. Thank you. You have no idea how long it’s been since someone
cooked for me. Well, someone who didn’t learn his skills from the Navy,” Dax admitted.
Captaining his own ship had its privileges, but made-from-scratch Cajun food wasn’t
one of them.
She sat across from him and lifted her wineglass with an elegant hand. “My mother
was a good cook, but after she passed, my dad was still at sea. So I ended up here
in New Orleans with my uncle. Now, that man can cook. This is his gumbo recipe. Sorry
it’s nothing more exciting.”
“This is the most excitement I’ve had in a while, Holland.” He took a spoonful. The
dish was perfectly made with just the right bite of heat. “It’s excellent. And I really
do thank you for hearing me out.”
He was going to do his damnedest to be polite with her. He needed her on his side.
If this investigation wasn’t between them, he would have walked into her office and
finished what they’d started almost seven years before.
The only times he’d seen her since that kiss had all been at funerals. First Zack’s
mother had perished in a car accident about a year after the wedding. He’d glimpsed
Holland there from a distance. She’d certainly been at Joy’s funeral, but that had
been a clusterfuck. So many reporters, so many people mourning the woman who would
have been first lady. Then Holland had attended his father’s services. Even though
Dax had viewed the whole thing through a filter of disbelief and rage, the one sweet
moment had been when he’d scanned the sparsely attended event and seen her sitting
in the back pew, silently honoring his father.
Besides his family and best friends, she’d been the only person he knew to show up.
Everyone else had run from the scandal and abandoned the Spencer family during their
time of tragedy.
Now she was his only hope of seeing any kind of justice done. He’d spent the last
week before his return to New Orleans plotting and planning ways to persuade her to
do what he needed. He couldn’t get emotional no matter how much she moved him.
“You can’t behave the way you did before,” Holland said, her mouth turned down. “My
coworkers gave you a pass because they knew you were hurting. They won’t do it again.”
He’d been a righteous prick and a pain in the ass. He’d battled withanyone who got in his way. NCIS had definitely seemed like one obstacle after another.
“I understand. I was running on emotion at the time. I’ve cooled off and I’m coming
at the problem logically now.”
Well, with as much logic as he could. It wasn’t easy watching others sling mud and
tarnish his father’s reputation. Hell, they’d ripped a dead man to shreds and fed
what had been left of his good name to the dogs of the press.
“You’ve been conducting your own investigation?” Holland asked, passing him the cornbread.
He accepted it gratefully. He hadn’t been joking about his last decent meal. It had
been months ago, right before Joy Hayes had died. He and the other Perfect Gentlemen
had come together for Labor Day in the Hamptons. They’d had a cookout and laughed
and joked around about what perverted things they would all do in the White House
once Zack was elected.
That had been less than a year ago. Why did he feel a decade older now?
“I hired a couple of private investigators and had some friends look into a few things
for me.” It didn’t hurt that his best friend was an analyst with the Central Intelligence
Agency. Though Gabe and Mad thought Connor was in deeper than that. Dax often wondered
if they were right. “They found some information I thought was disturbing.”
“Do you think Jim and Bill didn’t do their jobs?”
She asked the