library immediately, Master Robert,â the servant said.
Robert looked at the man and made no reply. But he began to move along the now-deserted terrace.
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â And so you see why they decided to cut their visit short by three days,â the marquess was saying to his son. He was reclining in a deep leather chair behind the oak desk in the library, his elbows on the arms, his fingers steepled beneath his chin. His son was standing before the desk. âIt is an embarrassment to me and a disappointment to her ladyship.â
Robert said nothing. He looked steadily back.
âShe is a pretty and alluring little thing,â the marquess said with a laugh. âI can hardly blame you for having an eye to her, boy. And she must be a hot little piece to go off secretly with you as she did for several afternoons. French, you know. They are usually hot to handle. But she is not for the likes of you, Robert.â
No, obviously not. He had not needed to be told that.
âYou are seventeen,â the marquess said with a chuckle. âReady for a woman, are you, boy? It would be strange if you were not. You havenât had one yet? No rolls in the hay with a willing wench? I have been neglecting your education, it seems. Name the wench you want and I shall buy her for you. But there are limits, Robert.â He laughed heartily. âYou cannot aspire to a respectable woman, you know. Not above a certain class, anyway. You are my bastard, after all. That must not be forgotten, lad, despite who I am.â
No, he would not forget it.
âYour mother was my mistress, not my wife,â the marquess said. âYou understand the difference, boy?â
âYes.â It was one of the few words he had spoken during the interview.
âI loved her,â the marquess said, his joviality deserting him for a moment. âShe was a good woman, boy, and donât you forget it even is she was a fallen woman.â
She was his mother. He had loved her too. And he had never doubted her goodness. Or thought about the fact that she was not respectable.
âBut I had to marry within my own class,â the marquess said with a shrug. âAnd so you were born a bastard. My only child. Fate can deal strange tricks, eh? Now, what woman do you fancy?â
âI donât,â Robert said. âI donât want a woman.â
His father threw back his head and laughed. âThen you must be no son of mine,â he said. âDid your mother play me false after all? Come now, lad, you are not going to be moping over a little bit of French skirt, are you?â
âNo,â Robert said.
âWell.â His father shrugged. âWhen you are hot for a wench, boy, come and tell me. Though you are a handsome enough lad, or will be when you have a little meat on your bones. Perhaps you can entice your own wenches into the hay. You are a restless boy, arenât you? Out riding or walking at all hours of the day.â
âI like the outdoors,â Robert said.
âPerhaps you need more to occupy you,â the marquess said. âPerhaps I should purchase that commission for you before your eighteenth birthday. What do you say? Her ladyship would be glad enough to be rid of you.â He chuckled again. âThe sight of you is a constant reproach to her. And no one would be able to say that I had not done handsomely by my bastard, would they now?â
âNo, sir.â
âI have never shirked responsibility for you anyway, lad,â his father said heartily. âEven though you look as unlike me as you could. It is a good thing that your mother had your blond and wavyhair and blue eyes, is it not? But I never denied you, Robert, and Iâll not do it now. You can boast to all your regiment that the Marquess of Quesnay is your father. Iâll not try to impose silence on you.â
Robert said nothing.
âRun along, then,â the marquess