said I hated him, but I didnât mean it. I truly love him, Mom. Honest I do.â
Her mom sank next to her and hugged her. Shelbyâs whole body seemed to release whatever was holding her upâlike air from a balloon. Her motherâs voice softened, the doubt gone from her eyes. âI know that, sweetie.â She patted her lap for Shelby to lay her head there as she had when she was six. âTell me.â She blew her nose in one of the wet towels. âWhat van? What happened?â
Shelby settled her head in her motherâs lap and as her mother stroked her hair she started to speak. But the loud, knuckled rap on the door silenced her.
âWeâll be out in a minute!â Her mother said in an annoyed voice.
âDo you need anything?â Detective Grimes asked.
âNo! Just give us a minute.â Her mother lowered her voice. âBetter hurry, Shelby.â
Shelby talked as her mother stroked her hair, pulling wisps away from her eyes. She told her about the van that sheâd seen parked outside the vacant house all week, and how sheâd seen them again that day, driving away. âI didnât know they had driven to the park until I saw them leave.â
âGo on.â
Shelby told her about walking through the park and the joggers and how crowded it was. When she got to the part about the firecrackers her mother repeated the word. âFirecrackers?â
âYes.â Shelby sat up. âWhile we were all watching them, thatâs when they took Josh.â
âAnd you didnât see anything?â
Shelby shook her head. âMom, they have text messages I wrote to Valerie and Rachel.â She covered her eyes. âThey twisted the meaning. When I said he would be sorry, I meant I wouldnât answer him when he spoke to me and things like that.â
Her mother agreed with a slight grin: âYou do know which of Rogerâs buttons to push.â
Shelby returned the grin, thinking how strange it was that in this crisis they found something to smile about.
âMom, why didnât you come to see me? I kept waiting for you and they kept telling me you were busy. I thought you, uh, you know, blamed me for what happened.â
âThey lied to us about each other. First they kept Roger and me busy getting a picture of Joshâwhich was okay, they need that. Then they kept asking questions that are supposed to help find him. Every time I asked about you, they told me not to worry, that you were doing fine and being a real help to them. Iâm sorry, Shelby, I had no idea they would think you did something so horrible. Youâre not going to talk to them anymore.â
She took Shelbyâs face in her hands again and kissed her on the forehead. âWeâre going home.â
After they both washed their faces, Shelby put her glasses back on. She was an ugly mess, but right now she didnât care. Josh was all that mattered.
The detectives were waiting in the hall outside the bathroom. They stood tall when the door opened. Shelby watched her mother march up to them. âHow dare you browbeat a fifteen-year-old this way after what sheâs been through? And accuse her of dumping her little brotherâs body? What is the matter with you two? Iâm taking her home right now.â
âMrs. Butler, weâre not finished questioning her,â Detective Grimes said.
âOh, yes you are.â She glared at them. âSheâs answered all of your questions and has nothing else to say.â
Detective Rutherford snorted and put his hands on his hips, âI guess I was wrong and you donât care if we find your baby.â
Shelby gasped, covering her mouth. What a terrible thing to say. He really was a horrible man.
Detective Grimes flung a shocked look at his partner: âWhat theâ¦?â He bit off his words.
Shelbyâs mother stiffened. âThat was cruel.â Tears rolled down her