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it.”
“And then what happened?”
before the storm
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“We were outside.”
“And what did you see outside? Did you see any person
out—”
“One question at a time,” I reminded him.
“What did you see outside, Andy?” Agent Foley asked.
“Fire. Everywhere except by the metal box. And Emily was
screaming that nobody could get out the front door because
fire was there. I saw somebody did get out the door and they
were on fire. I don’t know who it was, though.”
“Oh God.” Maggie buried her face in her hands, her long
dark hair spilling in waves over her arms. I knew she was picturing the scene as I was. Sitting there with Andy, it was easy
to forget how devastating the fire had been for so many people.
I thought again of Keith. Where was he?
“Did you see anyone else outside beside the person on fire?”
the agent asked.
“Emily.”
“Okay. So you went back in.”
“You went back in, Andy?” I repeated, wondering whatever
possessed him to reenter the burning church.
Andy nodded. “I climbed on the metal box and got into the
boys’ room and then called for everyone to follow me.”
“And they did?” the agent asked.
“Did they what?”
“Follow you?”
“Not exactly. I let some of them, like my friend Layla, go
first.” He pulled the cannula from his nostrils and looked at me.
“Do I still have to wear this?”
“A little longer,” I said.“Until the nurse comes back and says
you can take it off.”
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“So you let Layla go out the window first?” Agent Foley
nudged.
“And some other kids. Then I followed them. But some were
still following me, too.” He wrinkled his nose. “It’s hard to
explain.”
“You’re doing fine, sweetie,” I said.
“How did you know the…metal box was there?” the agent
asked.
“I don’t remember.”
“Try to remember,” I said.
“I saw it when I went to the bathroom.”
“When was that?” the agent asked.
“When I had to pee.”
Agent Foley gave up, closing his notepad with the flick of
a wrist.
“Sounds like you are a hero, Andy,” he said.
“I know.”
The agent motioned me to follow him. We walked outside
the curtained cubicle. He looked at me curiously.
“What’s his, uh, disability?” he asked. “Brain injury?”
“Fetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorder,” I said, the words as
familiar to me as my own name.
“Really?” He looked surprised, glancing over my shoulder
as though he could see through the curtain. “Don’t those kids
usually…you know, have a look to them?”
“Not always,” I said.“Depends on what part of them was developing when the alcohol affected them.”
“You’re his adoptive mother then?”
The police on Topsail Island know me and they know Andy
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and they know our story. An ATF agent in Wilmington,
though, was a world away.
“No, I’m his biological mother,” I said.“Sober fifteen years.”
His smile was small. Tentative. Finally he spoke.“You’ve got
a year on me,” he said. “Congratulations.”
“You, too.” I smiled back.
“So—” he looked down at his closed notepad “—how much
of what he says can I believe?”
“All of it,” I said with certainty. “Andy’s honest to a fault.”
“He’s an unusual kid.” He looked over my shoulder again.
“You don’t need to tell me that.”
“No, I mean, in a fire, seventy-five percent of the people
try to get out the front door. That’s their first reaction. They’re
like a flock of sheep. One starts in that direction and they all
follow. The other twenty-five percent look for an alternate
exit. A back door. Bash open a window. Who’s the bald-headed
guy he was talking about?”
“I have no idea.”
“Anyway, so Andy here goes for the window in the men’s
room. Strange choice, but turns out to be the right one.”
“Well,” I said, “kids like Andy don’t think like that first
seventy-five percent, or even