by three years of loneliness. For reasons she couldnât really explain, this tow-truck driver made her feel vulnerable.
âIâm willing to try again if you want,â he said. âOnlyâ¦â
âYes?â Her car was parked in the rear lot where the lighting wasnât nearly as good. Steveâs face was hidden in the shadows, and she couldnât tell if he was being sincere or not.
âThe problem,â he replied slowly, âcomes from the fact that we havenât kissed. I donât mean to be forward, you understand. You want me to wear a certain look, but itâs a little difficult to manufacture without having had any, er, physical closeness.â
âI see.â Dianneâs heart was pounding hard enough to damage her rib cage.
âAre you willing to let me kiss you?â
It was a last resort and she didnât have much choice. But she didnât have anything to lose, either. âIf you insist.â
With a deep breath, she tilted her head to the right, shut her eyes and puckered up. After waiting what seemed an inordinate amount of time, she opened her eyes. âIs something wrong?â
âI canât do it.â
Embarrassed in the extreme, Dianne set her hands on her hips. âWhat do you mean?â
âYou look like youâre about to be sacrificed to appease the gods.â
âI beg your pardon!â Dianne couldnât believe she was hearing him correctly. Talk about humiliationâshe was only doing what heâd suggested.
âI canât kiss a woman who acts like sheâs about to undergo the most revolting experience of her life.â
âYouâre saying Iâmâ¦ohâ¦oh!â Too furious to speak, Dianne gripped Steve by the elbow and jerked him over to where his tow truck was parked, a couple of spaces down from her own car. Hopping onto the running board, she glared down at him. Her higher vantage point made her feel less vulnerable. Her eyes flashed with anger; his were filled with mild curiosity.
âDianne, what are you doing now?â
âIâll have you know I was quite a kisser in my time.â
âI donât doubt it.â
âYou just did. Now listen and listen well, because Iâm only going to say this once.â Waving her index finger under his nose, she paused and lowered her hand abruptly. He was right, she hadnât been all that thrilled to fall into this little experiment. A kiss was an innocent-enough exchange, she supposed, but kissing Steve put her on the defensive. And that troubled her.
âSay it.â
Self-conscious now, she shifted her gaze and stepped off the running board, feeling ridiculous.
âWhat was so important that you were waving your finger under my nose?â Steve pressed.
Since sheâd made such a fuss, she didnât have any alternative but to finish what sheâd begun. âWhen I was in high schoolâ¦the boys used to like to kiss me.â
âThey still would,â Steve said softly, âif youâd give them a little encouragement.â
She looked up at him and had to blink back unexpected tears. A woman doesnât have her husband walk out on her and not find herself awash in pain and self-doubt. Once sheâd been confident; now she was dubious and insecure.
âHere,â Steve said, holding her by the shoulders. âLetâs try this.â Then he gently, sweetly slanted his mouth over hers. Dianne was about to protest when their lips met and the option to refuse was taken from her.
Mindlessly she responded. Her arms slid around his middle and her hands splayed across the hard muscles of his back. And suddenly, emotions that had been simmering just below the surface rose like a tempest within her, and her heart went on a rampage.
Steve buried his hands in her hair, his fingers twisting and tangling in its thickness, bunching it at the back of her head. His mouth was soft, yet