her thick ass push against
her jeans. I imagine my hands digging into that soft flesh as I get behind her.
Push and pull her back and forth on my cock, making her do all the fucking
work. You want my cum, baby? Earn it.
I should be standing. I should be
going after her. I should be ready to fuck her brains out.
But I sit here, doing nothing.
I wait, take a sip of whiskey, and
then finally stand up. I put the bottle down and walk to the front door. I open
and find Zeke on the porch with another woman. He sees me and gives me a thumbs
up. I wave and go for the steps.
“ Whoa,
bro, ” Zeke says. “ What are you doing? ”
“ I ’ m out, ” I say.
Are you really going to drink
and drive?
I can almost hear Jade ’ s voice in my mind. Bitching at
me. Squealing to not be so fucking stupid.
Then I picture her standing there
in her bedroom, covering her tits. A few seconds before that she had been bent
over, putting on her bikini bottoms. I didn ’ t
mean to see her naked. I had gone to her room to apologize for being in there.
To just tell her I was thinking of her. Maybe give a sliver of myself that was something
different.
But then I saw her perfect little
ass and the slit of her pussy. It made my mouth water and my cock throb. And
when she turned around and refused to move her fucking arms, it killed me on
the inside. She was able to get to me. To chip away at my wall.
Nobody does that to me.
Jade did.
“ Jake! ” Zeke bellows.
I turn and Zeke is almost in my
face. “ What? ”
“ You
can ’ t leave, ” he says. “ Fuck, man, you ’ re hammered. ”
“ So? ”
“ You
can ’ t leave drunk. If
something happens, it ’ ll
come back on me. ”
“ And
your Daddy? ”
“ Fuck
off. ”
“ I ’ m trying to. ”
“ You
can ’ t drive. Don ’ t fuck me right now. Tell me
what ’ s wrong? Why aren ’ t you buried between someone ’ s legs? ”
“ Don ’ t feel like it, ” I say.
“ Then
go crash in the woods. Take a joint and take a walk, man. Don ’ t leave. Don ’ t be stupid. ”
I reach into my back pocket and
pull out my keys. I dangle them between me and Zeke.
“ Put
your hand out, ” I say.
Zeke does. So I drop the keys into
his hand.
“ There.
Keep them for the night. I ’ m
going for a walk and calling a cab. ”
“ Jake, ” Zeke says.
I turn.
He calls my name two more times.
But I just keep walking.
Zeke tries one more time and then
he finally shuts the hell up. I don ’ t
blame him. He ’ s right; if I
go out and get myself hurt or killed, it ’ ll
fall back on him. And since he ’ s
the illegitimate child of a wicked affair - and kept rich to keep out of
trouble - this decision of mine really could fuck with Zeke ’ s fantasy of a life.
I just keep walking.
I walk for a good thirty minutes to
find some kind of civilization. I have a cool two thousand in my pocket,
something I always carry with me. You never know when the night gets wild or I
need to get the fuck out of town. My trust fund is still cut off. The powerful
Thomas Werlen still has Rebecca thinking she needs to keep me under control.
They funnel me a little here and there. It ’ s
pathetic. Like when you were a kid and you scrambled to tear open your birthday
cards, hoping to score enough cash for that new toy you want so badly.
I ’ m
just pissed.
Pissed that Jade didn ’ t move her arms when I told her.
Pissed that I saw her sweet center and didn ’ t
touch it or taste it. Pissed that she ’ s
actually going along with our agreement to never fuck again. Pissed that she
had been in New York with Hunter and I didn ’ t
know what they did.
Fuck, I ’ m so far from being jealous … but this woman …
I finally just grab my cell and
make a call for a cab.
It arrives a few minutes later.
I wonder what they all think I ’ m doing. Right? Does Rebecca
even give half a shit that I ’ m
not there? Or is she too busy rubbing her pretty fingers along all the dresses
Thomas has bought