this marriage work.â
âWe did try, remember? It didnât work.â
âAnd youâre wasting no time moving on.â
âThe separation was your idea. Now youâre telling the kids that Iâm moving back in?â
âItâs what they want, John. Itâs what I want.â
âYou sure about that?â
âI see youâre not wearing your ring. Are you sure a separation isnât what youâve wanted all along?â
âLorraine, letâs not do this right now, okay?â
âDo what, John?â
âHave another fight. Say some shit we wonât be able to take back.â
âYou never answered the question, John.â
âWhat question?â
âAbout the woman youâre rushing off to be with.â
âIâm not rushing off to be with anybody, Lorraine. Iâm working a case and you know I canât talk about it.â
âOh, right. Sheâs one of your cases? Well, that explains everything, doesnât it?â
âIâve gotta go.â
âI thought you wanted to say good-bye to Chloe.â
John huffed and rubbed his hand over his mouth before exiting to the family room. He emerged a minute later and continued to the door without another word to Lorraine.
âJohn, wait.â Lorraine hopped off the stool and went after him. âPlease stay. The kids need you. I need you.â She pressed into him.
He swallowed his emotions and backed away. âYou know Iâm not going to stop being a father to my kids.â
âYou havenât been here five minutes and you canât wait to get away.â
âIâll come back when I have more time.â
âTime.â The woman sighed. âThatâs always been your problem, hasnât it, John? Not enough time for you to play superhero and be a father and husband, too. Do you at least have time to show up to your daughterâs recital this week, or will one of your cases take precedence again?â
âI promised Chloe I would be there.â
Lorraine flashed a hopeful smile as she leaned in and brushed her lips softly against his. âI donât want this. I want you to come home where you belong. I want my husband back.â
âIâll call later to check on John Michael.â John quickly exited and sat in his truck for several seconds before pulling off. There was a time not so long ago that he would have welcomed the embrace of his wife without question, but too much time had passed while he waited, and there was someone else pulling at his heart now.
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Alex stared at the caller ID, questioning whether to answer. When she decided it was too late; the call went to voicemail, but still there was no message.
âWas that John again?â
âYeah.â
âHow long are you going to ignore his calls?â
Alex sighed and threw her head back. âI made a fool out of myself today, Mama.â
âWhy? Because you have feelings for a married man?â
âNo. Well, yeah, thatâs part of it. And, the fact that I had the nerve to get mad when she called him, as if I had any rights to the man.â
Jamilah came from the kitchen with two glasses of iced tea, gave one to Alex, and sat next to her on the sofa. âHe laid this on you, Alexandra. You didnât go to him.â
âIs that supposed to make me feel better?â
âWell, you said that he as much as told you that his marriage is over. Heâs not even living with the woman. Whatever she did to lose him isnât your problem.â
âGetting divorced and already being divorced are two completely different things, Mama. Besides, I donât want to be any manâs rebound. And I have no intention of being the other woman in his drama.â
âItâs not as if youâre coming between them. You said he told you that they were over long before you came along.â
âYes, but it was his