with his mother fills me with hope in my quest for mine, and to hear Merlin cautioning Arthur about Sir Ulfius reminds me that things contain their own opposites. Where there is loyalty, there can also be betrayal. My whole life is changing, and in a way, my patient stone is showing me all the different parts of myself.
When I looked up, I recognized her at once. She was limping and still a long way off.
I ran down the hill and slithered to a stop right in front of her, in almost exactly the place where Winnie collided with me.
âGatty!â
Gatty looked at me. Her nose was red, her eyelids were orange, and sheâd dragged her lower lip against her teeth so often that it was puffy and raw.
âHow did you get here?â
Gatty sighed and looked at her feet.
âYouâve walked here?â
âMmmm,â murmured Gatty, as if she were mumbling in her sleep.
âFrom Caldicot?â
Gatty dragged her lower lip against her teeth again and closed her eyes.
âBut how did you find the way?â
âDidnât,â muttered Gatty.
âWhen did you leave, then?â
âYesterday.â
âYesterday!â I cried. âYou slept in the forest?â
âGot up a tree.â
âThe wolves!â
Gatty shrugged. âWanted to see for myself, didnât I.â
âButâ¦â
Gattyâs eyes were shining and turbulent, like the Little Lark in flood.
âDoes Hum know?â
Gatty shook her head. âNo one,â she said.
âTheyâll think youâve been caught in one of Macsenâs snares. Or a wildman has carried you off into the forest.â
Gatty brushed her sore eyelids and half-smiled.
âWell, you canât go back tonight,â I said.
Gatty took a step toward me, but then she grasped her right knee and grimaced, so I put my left hand around her waist and helped her up the path. âI donât know exactly what to do,â I said, more to myself than to Gatty. âWarm foodâ¦somewhere to sleep. I could ask Gubertâ¦â
âDonât matter,â Gatty said in a numb voice.
âNo,â I said uncertainly. âIâll have to tell Lady Judith. Lord Stephenâs away at Knighton for the manor court, so Iâd better tell Lady Judith.â
Lady Judith was in the hall with Rowena and Izzie, embroidering a square for her wall hanging. As soon as she saw us, she rose and drew herself up to her full height, and eyed us fiercely, like an indignant bird when someone comes too close to her nest.
I told Lady Judith that Gatty is our reeveâs daughter and that sheâd walked from Caldicot, all the way; I explained how Gatty saved Sian when she went through the ice, and separated our bulls, and stopped the wolves from taking more than one of our sheep, and then I said she just wanted to see Holt for herself.
I donât know quite what Lady Judith was thinking, though, because her face was expressionless and she didnât ask any questions.
âWell!â she said, when Iâd finished. âWe canât have one of Sir Johnâs tenants freezing to death.â
âShe slept up a tree last night,â I said.
âLike a bear cub,â Lady Judith said tartly. âAnd thatâs what she looks like in all that hairy sacking. Izzie! Take thisâ¦whatâs her name?â
âGatty,â I said.
âTake Gatty down to the kitchen. Tell Gubert to give her something. Then bring her back up here and find her a bolster.â
âBut where will she sleep, my lady?â asked Izzie.
âHere,â replied Lady Judith.
âHere!â exclaimed Izzie, and she screwed up her face, and led Gatty out of the hall.
Lady Judith looked at me and smiled grimly. âI see you inspire great loyalty, Arthur,â she said.
âI didnât know,â I mumbled. âI meanâ¦â
âLord Stephen is going to have to keep a close eye on you,â she