wasnâtâI didnâtâI did it becauseââ
Abruptly Luke stopped her again. âYou did it because you thought it would be an excellent way of providing a firescreen for your companionâyes, I know that!â he told her grimly. âUnfortunately for you it wasnât very effective.â He paused, and then added curtly, âAnd neither was the kiss!â
What the hell was he thinking of? Luke asked himself savagely as his comment fell into the silence between them and he was forced to remember the kiss they had shared. A woman as experienced as this one must have felt his bodyâs arousal, and gloated over his response to her. Any minute now she would be reminding him of it and challenging him to deny it. And there was no way Luke wanted to be dragged into that dangerous and unreliable ground.
Yes, he had responded to her. He could not deny that! Yes, he had for a split second in time experienced the most extraordinary physical longing for her, and the most extraordinary emotions. But that had been a momentary weakness, quickly controlled, and of no lasting or real importance whatsoever!
âWhat did Jarvis tell you to doâapart from take photographs?â he demanded sharply, steering his questions back in the right direction.
Still grappling with her own feelings, Suzy told him angrily, âHe didnât tell me to do anything!â
Her anger must somehow have heightened her senses, she decided, because suddenly she was aware of the musky male scent of Lucas Soamesâs body. She could see the sunlight glinting on the fine dark hair of his muscular forearms. Her heart somersaulted and then attempted a cartwheel, crashing into her chest wall as it did so. She willed herself to drag her gaze away from his body, but somehow it was impossible to do so. The white tee shirt he was wearing, although not tight-fitting, still revealed an impressive breadth of shoulder and chest. Something dangerous was happening to her, and she seemed powerless to stop it.
Suzy began to panic.
The back of her head was burning from the heat of the sun. It was making her feel slightly sick and dizzyâor was it the intensity of the navy blue gaze, the shock of her own emotions that was responsible for her malaise?
She couldnât give in to such feelings, Suzy warned herself frantically. She must not give in to them! She must think of something else! She must get away from hereâget away from here and from Lucas Soames, and the sooner the better. If she didnât leave, if she was forced to stay, she was terrified that she might be trapped into saying something that would betray how she felt about him. How she had felt about him, she corrected herself. Taking a deep breath, she searched for the right words.
âIâm sorry if you feel you canât believe me,â she began politely. âBut I assure you that I am telling you the truth. I do not work for the magazine any more and no one from it is responsible for my being here! Like I just told you, I am here on holiday!â
She was picking her words too carefully for them to be genuine, Luke decided.
âOn holiday? Alone?â he challenged her softly. One dark eyebrow rose tellingly, and Suzy was hotly conscious of his merciless and unkind gaze sweeping her face and then her body.
âI needed time on my ownâ¦toâ¦to thinkâ¦â
She had to get away from him!
âTime on your own? A woman like you?â
The razor-edge contempt in his voice made her face burn, but before she could say anything he continued silkily, âSo, if you arenât, as you claim, working for Roy Jarvis any more, then who are you working for?â
His question caught Suzy off guard, and she had to wrench her thoughts away from the pain his insult had caused her in order to answer it.
âIâm not working for anyone at the moment. I havenât got another job yetâ¦at leastâ¦â She paused,