itâs not fair to the horse to make her suffer longer. The quicker we can put her down, the better off everyone will be.â
âAstra isnât in any pain,â the vet said. âSheâs more or less in a comatose state. Letting her remain a few more hours isnât going to hurt anything. And it might help Lily here.â
Lily tried to give the vet a thankful smile but she couldnât force her mouth to turn upward. She sniffed loudly instead.
âI donât know, Daleâ¦,â Mr. Henley said slowly.
âPlease, Mr. Henley?â Lily managed to whisper.
The ranch owner placed a hand on her shoulder. âI know how much Astra means to you,â he began. âAnd you might think Iâm being heartless. But Iâm trying to do whatâs best for all concerned.â
Lily sat up and took several steadying breaths, trying to bring herself to speak. Her chest hurt so badly she thought her heart would explode. She ran her coat sleeve across her eyes and cleared her throat. âThis is the horse my mother was going to prove in the Tevis. It was her dream . And now you want to put her to sleep, and none of that dream will ever be able to come true!â
Mr. Henley shook his head. âIâm really, truly sorry, Lilyâ¦about your mom, and about Astra, too. Your mom was a very special person, and a great rider. I have no doubt that the pair of them would have done well in the Tevis Cup.â He paused for a moment. âMaybe thereâs something I can do for you. It isnât much, but it might help lessen the hurt.â
He turned and walked out of the stall, returning a few minutes later with a piece of paper in his hands. He pulled a pen out of his pocket and signed the paper, then handed it to Lily.
âWhatâs this?â Lily took the paper he offered. Her eyes grew wide when she recognized the Arabian Horse Association registration papers. She sniffed. âI donât understandâ¦â
âI believe that Steve here wants to give you a gift,â Dr. Tison said, with a small, sad smile.
Mr. Henley nodded. âThose are Astraâs registration papers. Iâve signed them over to you. Sheâs yours for the next couple of hours. But if the mare doesnât show improvement soon, Iâll have to insist that Dale go ahead and put her down. I know it might seem harsh, but itâs whatâs best for the animal.â Without another word, he turned and walked out of the barn.
Lily was too dumbstruck to respond.
Dr. Tison waited a few moments for Lily to regain some composure, then leaned against the door as he spoke. âSo how does it feel to be a horse owner again?â
Lily studied the papers through swollen eyes. She ran her fingers over the place where Mr. Henley had written her name. Astra Atomica was hers now. Really and truly hersâat least for the next several hours. She ran her hand lovingly down the prone mareâs coat. âDid you hear that, girl? Youâre my horse.â
Astra gave no response but Lily was sure the mare could hear her. She talked to her in a soothing voice. âYouâre going to get better, girl. Donât you worry. All of that medicine is going to kick in and youâre going to start getting better.â
She thought about what would happen if by some miracle Astra did recover. Her dad would have a fit. Mr. Henley probably would, too. The thought almost made her smile. She knew giving her Astra had been just a symbolic gesture meant to make her feel better. And it was a nice thing for the owner to do. But in Mr. Henleyâs mind, Astra was already dead.
Dr. Tison opened the stall door. âIâll give her another shot and check her heart rate and temperature,â he offered. âThen Iâm going to make a few other house calls in the area. Might as well start the day early. Iâll be back in a couple of hours and weâll see what Mr. Henley wants to do
Jack Canfield, Mark Victor Hansen, Peter Vegso, Gary Seidler, Theresa Peluso, Tian Dayton, Rokelle Lerner, Robert Ackerman