client. How serious you believe it is and how likely to turn sour.
Eloise Crystal arrived at my office ten minutes before four oâclock. By doing so she gave me a time measure of the hesitation which preceded her arrival at 4:25 the day before.
But the difference was more than one of time. Confidence declared itself in her walk, in the efficiency with which she took the chair. Today the chair was her own. The net impression was the inverse of her last visit. Today she dressed youngerâskirt, blouse, sandals, no shadesâbut she radiated more maturity. An assured young woman. My fifteen-year-old chamelion.
âWell,â she said. âHow are we doing? Found his name yet?â
She was joking, but I also suspected that she knew little of the tedium and irresolution of the world. Todayâs joke might be a serious inquiry next week and I could easily have just as little to tell her.
âI did do a little work today, as a matter of fact. But we still havenât settled whether Iâm going to work for you or not.â
She dropped her head a little, and said, âI know. But Iâve been thinking about it, and Iâm really glad that I decided to come yesterday. Itâs a load off my mind somehow. That Iâve finally taken a positive step to get it all solved.â
âI thought you only found out about those blood types in the last couple of weeks.â
She nodded. âBut Iâve always known something was wrong. Before I just didnât know what.â
âWrong with you?â
âYeah. Something about me that made it bad between them. Like, I used to think I was an orphan.â
Almost everybody does. âAnd what do you think now?â
She paused and tried to get it right, the way she felt it. âI think, well, that Leander knows that Iâm not his and that heâs sort of repressed my mother for it.â
Repressed? âDonât they get along?â
âThey donât really not get along. But they donât do anything together. They donât smile at each other. He goes off to work in the morning and sometimes doesnât come back till late. Mummy worries a lot that sheâs sick. And they donât have any friends.â
She resented it. Parents should have friends.
My cuckoo sounded off four times.
I leaned back in my chair and put my foot up on the bottom desk drawer edge. Itâs one of my favorite thinking positions. âEloise,â I said. It was the first time I had said her name.
âIâm listening,â she said. She wasnât happy.
âYou see, Iâm in a difficult position. Basically that is because the particular problem you want me to solve is one which I canât be sure I can solve. I could work for weeks and not have any information that would help you. And that runs into money, pretty big money.â
âI understand that. I have money. I have a trust fund that my grandfather made for me.â
âThe problem is that you might be spending a lot for nothing.â
âI donât care. I donât have anything else I want that I can spend it on.â
Which seemed fair enough, as a matter of fact.
âAnother thing is that you might be better off with one of the big agencies. Iâm just one man.â
âI tried one of them,â she said. âOne with a big ad in the yellow pages.â
âWhat did they tell you?â
âThey wouldnât take me seriously. They werenât rude or anything, but they just said they couldnât help me and that I should go to my parents and ask them.â
âThat might not be bad advice.â
âOh, I just couldnât do that.â She shuddered. âThe man at the agency just thought I was crazy.â She gave me a smile. âAt least thatâs some progress Iâm making. You donât think Iâm crazy, do you?â
âNo, I donât,â I said honestly. âBut I will have