Sorry.
(Blows his nose loudly) It’s just—
JOE : Yes?
LOUIS : Well, sometimes you can tell from the way a person sounds, that—I mean you sound like a—
JOE : No I don’t.
Like what?
LOUIS : Like a Republican.
(Little pause. Joe knows he’s being teased; Louis knows he knows. Joe decides to be a little brave.)
JOE : Do I? Sound like a . . .?
LOUIS : What? Like a . . .? Republican, or . . .?
Do I?
JOE : Do you what?
LOUIS : Sound like a . . .?
JOE : Like a . . .?
I’m . . . confused.
LOUIS : Yes.
My name is Louis. But all my friends call me Louise. I work in Word Processing. Thanks for the toilet paper.
(Louis offers Joe his hand. Joe reaches, Louis feints and pecks Joe on the cheek, then exits.)
Scene 7
A week later. Mutual dream scene. Prior is dreaming that he’s at a fantastic makeup table, applying his face. Harper is having a pill-induced hallucination. She has these from time to time. For some reason, Prior has appeared in this one. Or Harper has appeared in Prior’s dream. It is bewildering .
PRIOR (His makeup complete, he examines its perfection in the mirror; then he turns to the audience) : I’m ready for my closeup, Mr. DeMille.
One wants to move through life with elegance and grace, blossoming infrequently but with exquisite taste, and perfect timing, like a rare bloom, a zebra orchid . . . One wants . . .
But one so seldom gets what one wants, does one?
No. One does not. (Sorrow and anger well up, overwhelming the grand manner) One gets fucked. Over. One . . . dies at thirty, robbed of . . . decades of majesty . . .
(Angry) Fuck this shit. Fuck this shit.
(He consults the mirror, attempting to resume the pose)
I look like a corpse. A . . . corpsette !
(It doesn’t work. Commiserating with his reflection)
Oh my queen; you know you’ve hit rock-bottom when even drag is a drag.
(Harper appears. Prior is surprised!)
HARPER : Are you . . . Who are you?
PRIOR : Who are you?
HARPER : What are you doing in my hallucination?
PRIOR : I’m not in your hallucination. You’re in my dream.
HARPER : You’re wearing makeup.
PRIOR : So are you.
HARPER : But you’re a man.
PRIOR (He looks in his mirror, SCREAMS!, mimes slashing his throat with his lipstick and dies, fabulously tragic. Then) : The hands and feet give it away.
HARPER : There must be some mistake here. I don’t recognize you. You’re not—Are you my . . . some sort of imaginary friend?
PRIOR : No. Aren’t you too old to have imaginary friends?
HARPER : I have emotional problems. I took too many pills. Why are you wearing makeup?
PRIOR : I was in the process of applying the face, trying to make myself feel better—I swiped the new fall colors at the Clinique counter at Macy’s.
(He shows her.)
HARPER : You stole these?
PRIOR : I was out of cash; it was an emotional emergency!
HARPER : Joe will be so angry. I promised him. No more pills.
PRIOR : These pills you keep alluding to?
HARPER : Valium. I take Valium. Lots of Valium.
PRIOR : And you’re dancing as fast as you can.
HARPER : I’m not addicted . I don’t believe in addiction, and I never— Well, I never drink. And I never take drugs.
PRIOR : Well, smell you , Nancy Drew.
HARPER : Except Valium.
PRIOR : Except Valium; in wee fistfuls.
HARPER : It’s terrible. Mormons are not supposed to be addicted to anything. I’m a Mormon.
PRIOR : I’m a homosexual.
HARPER : Oh! In my church we don’t believe in homosexuals.
PRIOR : In my church we don’t believe in Mormons.
HARPER : What church do . . . Oh! (She laughs) I get it.
I don’t understand this. If I didn’t ever see you before and I don’t think I did, then I don’t think you should be here, in this hallucination, because in my experience the mind, which is where hallucinations come from, shouldn’t be able to make up