âExactly how did you gain access to this valve?â
âI work at the power plant,â Finn explained. âIâm a welder.â
I shook my head. âIâm sorry. I find your whole story difficult to believe.â
Finn brightened, he very nearly smiled. âReally?â
Perhaps he was one of those desperate characters who felt the need to confess to crimes they never committed. He would then be a client with a string of interesting pathologies, a borderline psychotic, a case of intrigue and neurosis.
âSo youâre the bomber?â I said. âAnd you say youâve already gone to the police?â
Finn smiled briefly. âThe police came to me.â
âI see,â I said. âThey knew right away to come to you.â
âI think they plan to question every power plant worker, they just happened to bring me in with the first bunch of workers. But itâs only a matter of time before they figure out it was me. Every welder stamps the work he does with his initials. As soon as they find the pipes I welded, theyâll know.â
He sounded quite rational; truth was a vague possibility. âHave you gone to your family? Have you told them what you did?â
âMy family?â Finn said. âThey donât want to know. They think the worst without being told anything at all.â
âYou canât be sure of that until you tell them,â I said.
âI canât be?â Finn said mockingly. âYes I can. I certainly can. The police came to pick me up for questioning at my parentsâ house. My folks were ready to guess I was wanted for murder, manslaughter at the very least.â
âMurder?â I said warily. âWhatâs this about murder?â
Finn ignored my question. âListen,â he said. âEvery thing I say here is confidential, right?â
âThatâs right.â
âYou canât repeat anything I tell you?â
âMorally and legally, Iâm bound to keep every word confidential,â I said, but I was beginning to feel cornered, I wasnât so certain I wanted the information Michael Finn might offer. Of course, in the same situation, Lark would have jumped, she would have shivered at the prospect of an interesting case, she would have delighted in stories of passion and crime. âAll right,â I said, âwhy donât you tell me more about yourself.â
âWhat should I say?â Finn asked.
âWhatever comes to mind.â
Finn looked around the room cautiously. His hair was the color of lions; his eyes narrowed with suspicion. He leaned forward conspiratorially.
âI canât talk about myself,â he whispered. âNot here. Your office could be bugged.â
âWho would want to bug my office?â I laughed, though I had sometimes wondered if Claude Wilderâs desire for total power at Outreach would lead him to electronic devices and wiretapping.
âThe government?â Finn guessed.
âDo you sometimes feel that youâre being followed?â I asked.
Finn scowled. âOf course not. Iâm not paranoid.â
I wanted to keep him talking, I wanted to get to his dreams and delusions; I wondered if there might actually be enough material in his case for a journal article, perhaps the first chapter of a book.
âSo you insist that youâre the bomber?â I asked.
âDid I say that?â Finn said.
âYou certainly did,â I nodded.
âIf I did have anything to do with the explosion I wasnât in my right mind,â Finn said. âI could have been temporarily insane. Of course that doesnât mean Iâm saying I did it.â Finn paused. âIâm not saying anything at all.â
I wanted to gain his trust. âLook,â I said finally, âI didnât ask you to come here, you decided that on your own. Now you say you donât want to talk.â
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