physical kind of awareness that made her conscious of her femininity. In that regard, time had erased nothing and only seemed to ignite the embers inside to flame. She had married him ten years ago because she had been in love with him to the point of blindness. He had used her then. Her instinct for survival warned her to run from him now. Her hand tightened around the glass doorknob at her back, and she opened the door.
âLet me give you some advice, Meg,â he said, tucking the shirt into his trousers. Wary of his approach, she lifted her chin rather than retreat. âYouâre a beautiful woman. I wouldnât leave here wearing only my blanket. Youâll never make it to the end of the street.â
Her mind seemed to float around his presence. Caution and fear. These things no longer asserted themselves. âLeave it to you to find humor in my distress, Donally.â
He stopped in front of her. âI have to admit, I always did like you best wearing nothing more than a sheet. Or nothing at all. I remember when you were the most beautiful woman in all of Calcutta and knew it, too.â
âDonât blame me for your lust. Itâs not my fault you couldnât keep your hands off me.â
âAh, Meg.â He tilted her chin. âYou still have a wee bite with that lovely mouth.â
âAnd what of your mouth, David? Do you still possess that legendaryâ¦vigor?â
He reached over her shoulder and shut the door none too gently. âYou were right about the cracked rib and the concussion.â He turned her face from side to side and looked at her eyes. âI believe youâve also suffered brain damage.â
Suddenly so hot in his presence, she stared up at him, vaguely wondering if maybe she was dreaming after all. âIs that your expert diagnosis?â
âI know enough of medicine,â he said neutrally.
âSo do I.â She traced a finger along the faint pattern of delineated muscle beneath his shirt, finding renewed fascination with his body. âI once sewed up a manâs scalp that had been lacerated from temple to neck. A terrible mess.â
The look in his eyes told her he didnât believe a word she was saying, but she didnât care. âWhere have you been living these past years?â
He didnât answer at first, then, âIreland.â
âAlone?â
It was all she dared ask him, all she wanted to know, though she used to look at the stars and wonder if he alsolooked up at that same sky and thought of her. Or wondered what they might have had with each other if she had been different.
His palm remained on the door, trapping her against the heat and scent of his body. âWhat are you doing, Meg?â
âDid I ever tell you opiates make me do and say insane things?â
His eyes pinned her where she stood, clasping the blanket to her breast. She was annoyed that she couldnât read his thoughts.
But then, she had never been able to read his thoughts, and in her laudanum-induced reality she found herself resenting that strange sense of bliss sheâd always felt in his presence. âWhere have you brought me?â
âA safe place for now.â
âSafe?â She laughed, a contradiction if sheâd ever heard one when she stood in front of him aware of her own nakedness and a strange burning inside. Leaning her head back against the door, she closed her eyes. âSo this is Godâs great jest on me. Only the angel hails from Ireland.â Her eyes flashed. âBe content that you have ruined my life. Be content that I will never laugh again. That you have won at last.â
âAre you finished?â
His quiet voice, his complete and utter control ravaged hers.
âNo.â Seized with a fortuitous recklessness to take control, abetted by the laudanum swimming hot through her veins, Victoria raised her arms to his neck. âAre you?â
His reflexes more honed
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