âI feel sad too.â She studied the boyâs pale face.
Eddie sniffed but still no tears. âI didnât say good-bye,â he said.
She swallowed hard. âI didnât either.â Saying good-bye had been the last thing on her mind. For several moments neither spoke. Finally she asked, âDoes your uncle know youâre here?â
âHeâs gone. Out looking for the man who killed Pa.â
It was all she could do to keep her temper. What was the matter with the man, leaving his young nephew to fend for himself? âDonât you have other relatives? Someone to care for you?â
He slid a glance in her direction. âI donât need a nursemaid.â
âNo, I donât reckon you do.â She pushed a strand of hair out of his eyes. âBut surely you have family.â
âJust my uncle.â
âI see.â
One of the candles sputtered and went out. Soon they would be left in darkness.
âI know why Pa didnât tell you about me,â he said.
She arched a brow. âHow do you know he didnât tell me?â
âI heard my uncle tell Deputy Barnes.â
âEavesdropping, eh?â She studied the boy. âSo why do you think he didnât tell me?â
ââCause he hates me.â
Hates . Not hated . He still hadnât accepted his fatherâs death. That would explain the lack of tears. Not that she blamed him. She was having trouble believing it herself.
âI donât know why your pa didnât tell me, but I know he didnât hate you.â
âDid too!â he said. âHe hates me for what I did to Ma.â
His sudden outburst surprised her. âWhat . . . did you do?â
âI gave her smallpox. I got sick and gave it to her.â
âOh, Eddie.â She laid a hand on the side of his face. âYou poor sweet boy. Donât you know it was an accident? You werenât to blame. No one was. It wasnât your fault.â
âDad blames me.â
She drew her hand away. âDid . . . did he say that?â
âNope, but I know thatâs what he thinks. Thatâs why he wonât . . .â
âWonât what?â she prodded gently.
âHe wonât take me fishing no more.â
She moistened her lips. âIâll tell you what I think. I think your pa stopped taking you fishing âcause he was sad. When adults are sad they stop doing fun things.â She certainly had after her first fiancé died. She took the boyâs hand. It felt like ice. âYouâre cold.â She pulled off her shawl and wrapped it around his thin shoulders. âItâs late. You better go home.â
âI donât want to. Iâm . . .â
âYouâre what?â she urged.
âNothing.â He hesitated. âI donât want to leave you here all alone. There are bad men out there. One of them shot Pa.â
Scared. The boy was scared. Maybe for her, but mostly for himself. âYour uncle will protect you,â she said.
âHe wonât be home till tomorrow.â
She chewed on her bottom lip. âDo you think he would mind if I spent the night at your house?â She couldnât think of any other way to make the boy go home.
Eddie brightened. âYou can sleep on the couch.â
âWell then.â Compared to the church pew, the couch sounded like heaven. She stood and gathered her carpetbag and sewing machine. âLead the way, young man. Lead the way.â
Chapter Five
It was well after midnight by the time Tom Garrett reached Mrs. Hoffmannâs Boarding House, a two-story brick building just outside of town. A headwind not only slowed his journey but chilled him to the bone. April sure had come in like a lion.
Normally he would have flopped down in an out-of-town hotel for the night, but he didnât want to leave the boy any longer than necessary. It was