else did you forget to show me?â
âNothing else. As a matter of fact, I havenât thought about the pearls for months.â
âI donât know shit about pearls.â
âSuppose you stop trying to talk like a thug,â Barbara said softly. âWhy donât you take the pearls and the other stuff and goâand leave me the ring, please. Suppose thereâs an alarm somewhere in the house?â
âThere isnât. I looked around downstairs. And the fogâs as thick as glue. Nobodyâs coming.â
âThe pearls are valuable, believe me. What college did you go to?â
He was taken aback, off guard; she could see his eyes narrowing through the holes in his mask. âYou donât want to know.â
âBut I do.â
âWhy? So you can call the cops the moment I leave and tell them to look up every nigger that graduated fromâoh, shit, lady, keep the goddamn ring!â He stuffed the jewelry into his pockets and said, âStand up and turn around.â
âAre you going to tie me up? Itâs not necessary. Iâm not going to call the police.â
âSure.â He walked around the bed and tore the telephone cord out of the wall and crushed the connecting tab under his foot.
As he turned to the door, Barbara said, âOne question, please. Why?â
âWhy Iâm a thief? All right, lady. Iâm a civil engineer. For a year after I graduated, I washed dishes and cleaned toilets. This is easier. Four years of engineering training, and I can pick locks and neutralize alarm systems. Most crooks have the brains of a maggot, so the competitionâs not heavy. I knew you were alone because I know the story of you and your father. Who doesnât in this town?⦠Donât go outside and start screaming. The fogâs as thick as shit, and maybe youâll meet up with one of the bad guys.â
âI donât scream,â Barbara said. âHow did you get in?â
âI told you, I picked the lock. You donât impress me, lady. You liberal do-gooders give me a pain in the ass. Itâs burning out there, and you sit here with your fuckinâ jewels. So thank you for nothing.â
Then he left, and a few moments later she heard the downstairs door slam. She was dog-weary and a little sick inside, her pulse hammering. Thank God he had not tied her up! She thought of going downstairs and seeing whether he had disabled all of her telephones, but then she decided that it didnât matter and she truly didnât care. All she desired right now was to get into bed, turn off the lights, and pull the covers up to her chin. Anything else could wait until tomorrow.
S HE WAS TOO TIRED TO SLEEP , too tired to let go of her churning thoughts. Was she sane, or was she acting out the last thing he had saidââItâs burning, out there and you sit here with your fuckinâ jewelsâ? He had walked off with the money and at least a hundred thousand dollarsâ worth of jewelry. Did she care or didnât she care? Long ago, half a century ago, she had taken an inheritance of fourteen million dollars and turned it into a trust, coddling herself with the virtue of what is right and what is wrong. Her grandfather had died, and the fourteen million was stuck in her grandfatherâs bank, left to her in his will.
Why am I thinking of that? I am an old woman of seventy, and I have just been robbed by a black civil engineer, and I am hiding under a comforter. Who was it that said, âSuccessful and fortunate crime is called virtueâ? Was it Seneca? Who was Seneca? Iâve forgotten that, too ⦠I want to sleep and forget that this ever happened .
âBut I have the ring,â she said, almost in a whimper.
She would not think about the robbery anymore. But she did think about it; she lived it through again and again. She had experienced a great deal, but she had never been robbed before.