Ridge school had so few scholars this term. Had he not been paying attention to the affairs of his hometown? Or had his woodworking projects kept him so busy he just hadnât thought about the school and its students? He and his brothers spent a lot of time on the road, installing cabinets and delivering the furniture they built in their shop . . . and as bachelors, he and Aaron had no direct connection to the school these days.
Better change your tune if youâre thinkinâ a woman like Mary will be interested. She needs a solid, invested type of fellow, not somebody who canât see the forest beyond his own little trees.
And where had that thought come from? Mary Kauffman was attractive, for sure, but her roots were in Bowling Green. Maybe Sol had it rightâmaybe he and his sibs and Mary would soon be heading back to her family, so it would be a waste of time to cultivate any interest in her. If Ben had gone to the expense of adding an annex to his barn, that was his miscalculation, wasnât it?
Seth laughed, at himself mostly. It seemed the birth of Emmanuel had set the world spinning in a whole new directionâjust as it had centuries ago.
C HAPTER 3
Mary gazed at her baby as he fed at her breast. At six weeks, he looked plump and happy, with dewy skin and crystal-blue eyes that watched her intently as he suckled. Sometimes it was a comfort, seeing this boyâs resemblance to his dat , and at other times it tore out her heart. While she and Sol and Lucy had found a haven here in the Hooleysâ dawdi haus , they still had to deal with their life in Bowling Green. Someday soon, she would be able to return to the farmâElmerâs place, half a mile down the road from her parentsâ home and surrounded by other members of the Kauffman familyâand she would have to make a life for herself and three children.
But how would that happen? Now that she had more kids than hands, no income, and no one to tend the farm or the livestock, how would she get her little family through the winter, much less the years ahead?
Itâs Elmerâs family , she reminded herself. His kids, his farm . . . and he left me behind to tend them all.
âYou, I can handle, Emmanuel,â Mary murmured in a choked voice. âBut how long can I live off the generosity of the Hooleys? I hate to think of moving back to Mamm and Datâs . . . or moving in with one of Elmerâs brothers, but I see no otherââ
âUh-oh.â
Mary raised her head, listening. With Sol going to school during the day, and Miriam and Ben working at their shops across the road, she and Lucy were alone here at the house with the baby. The gurgling of the toilet told her the little girl had used the bathroomâagain. Or was she playing in there?
âLucy?â Mary called over her shoulder. âIs everything all right?â
No answer.
âLucy?â Mary repeated more insistently. While the little girl was quiet and well-behaved, she also knew that while Emmanuel nursed, Mary wouldnât be moving from the rocking chair. Lucy had a tendency to explore other parts of Ben and Miriamâs house thenânatural curiosity for a five-year-old without any playmates. Or was it?
Did all girls that age slink around like cats? Had Lucy been so removed and secretive with her own mother, or had losing one parent and then the other made her more withdrawn? Children were such a mystery. Mary had done her best to embrace Elmerâs grieving son and daughter after sheâd married him, but sheâd been the youngest in her family and sheâd had so little experience around kids.
Maybe Mamm and Dat were right. Maybe I shouldâve looked before I leaped, thought twice about hitching up with an older fellow whose kids needed a keeper.
Mary glanced up as Lucy entered the bedroom. âI asked you a question,â she said as the girl skirted the rocking chair and avoided eye contact.
Glimpses of Louisa (v2.1)