beautiful women in hats, and men sipping drinks, but nobody bleeding or swearing at all. Itâs from the forties, Robert says. The men tip their hats back with their guns and sip their drinks some more and grimace.
âBourbon,â Robert informs me seriously. âSomeday Iâm going to try some.â
âI snuck some once,â I offer, my eyes still fixed on the screen. Iâm wondering if the women will get to shoot anybody.
âYOU DID?â Robert shouts, making me jump. He struggles to sit up. âWOW. What was it like?â He studies me intently.
âAwful,â I say. âWorse than medicine.â
Robert looks incredulous. âNo,â he says. âThat canât be right. They drink it in the movies.â
âHonest,â I say. âI think itâs what they give you at the dentist. It hurts your tongue.â
âWow,â Robert says, but thoughtfully this time. He looks disappointed. âI canât believe it. Are you sure? I bet youâre fibbing. I bet you never really.â
âAsk my dad,â I say. âHe caught me.â
âOooh,â Robert says, flinching in sympathy. âOuch.â
âYup,â I say grimly, remembering. âAnd it wasnât even worth it, either.â
âWow,â Robert says for the third time, and I see heâs finally starting to believe me. âNo kidding?â He squints at me, and I can tell he just thought of something else. âDo you always get caught?â he asks. âDonât you ever get away with anything?â
âNo,â I say. I figure getting away with something would be like catching a fish: it never really happens, not really.
After the movie is over, Robert and I walk back to my cottage. Mom and Dad are sitting in deck chairs under the pines, sipping something from juice glasses. Robert and I look at each other significantly, but I notice that Dad has his glasses off again and Momâs lips are tight, and theyâre not talking or looking at anything in particular until weâre practically on top of them. When Dad notices us, he blinks and says, âOkay.â
Robert asks, âFishing in the morning?â
âYup,â I say.
Dad says, âBetter fit it in while you have time. Weâre leaving the day after tomorrow.â
âNo weâre not,â I say. âWe have another week.â
âChange of plan,â Mom says. âGrandpaâs feeling just a little, little, tiny bit worse and weâre going to go home early just to help out.â
âGrandma phoned while you were watching your movie,â Dad says.
âTiny, tiny,â Mom says because Iâm looking hard at her, and she knows why.
I go to bed pondering and dream Dad is fishing from the jetty with a jam jar tied to the end of his line while the diamond girl aims a gun at him. Then he catches an immense killer whale, which drags him into the water and down to the bottom of the lake. When they drag him up again, he has black lips and there are shells in his eyes and the lake glows blindingly in the late afternoon sun with a color like laughing. It doesnât feel like a nightmare.
It seems as though my last full day at the lake will be like all the others: fishless.
âGrade six,â Iâm saying. âI start French immersion this year.â Weâre talking about school. Robert lives in the city and goes to a school I have never even heard of. He has violin lessons and a pass to the planetarium. He says he can walk to the planetarium from his house and his mom can walk to Safeway, but I donât believe it. Nobody just walks to places like that.
âGrade seven,â heâs saying. âI like French. What I hate is gym.â Then he gets a funny look on his face and tugs at the rod. âOh no,â he says.
âFISH!â I yell.
The rod jerks like a live thing. Robert starts reeling in, faster and faster.