little while.â
He holds the garment like itâs nuclear waste or an alien artifact. âIf I wear this shit and they still kick me out, Iâll burn that whole campus to the ground.â
âYouâre so dramatic.â I roll my eyes at him, but he doesnât look amused as he steps into the dress pants.
âIs our apartment still operating as a homeless shelter?â
I drop the shirt, still on the hanger, onto the bed and march to the door.
Frantic fingers lace through his hair. âDammit, Tess, Iâm sorry. Iâm getting anxious, and I canât even fuck you to settle me down because your dad is on our couch.â
His vulgar words stir my hormones, but heâs right: my father in the other room is a big impediment. I walk over to Hardin, whose long fingers are struggling with the top button on his shirt, and gently move his hands out of the way. âLet me,â I offer.
His eyes soften, but I can tell heâs beginning to panic. I hate seeing him this way; itâs so foreign. Heâs so controlled all the time, never caring much for anythingâexcept me, and even then heâs still pretty good at hiding his feelings.
âEverything will be fine, babe. Itâll work out.â
âBabe?â His smile is instant, and so is the flush in my cheeks.
âYes . . . babe.â I adjust the collar of his shirt, and he leans over to kiss the tip of my nose.
âYouâre right; worst-case scenario, we go to England.â
I ignore his comment and return to the closet to pick out myown clothes for the day. âDo you think theyâll let me accompany you inside?â I ask him, unsure what to wear.
âYou want to?â
âIf they allow it.â I grab the new purple dress that I planned to wear to Vance tomorrow. I undress and put it on as quickly as possible. I slip on some black heels and exit the closet with my hands holding up the front of the dress. âCan you help me?â I ask Hardin, turning my back to him.
âYouâre purposely torturing me.â His fingertips travel across my exposed shoulders and down my back, leaving goose bumps in their wake.
âSorry.â My mouth is dry.
He slowly raises the zipper, and I shiver as his lips press against the sensitive skin on the back of my neck. âWe need to get going,â I tell him, and he groans, fingers digging into my hips.
âIâm going to call my dad on the way. Are we dropping the . . . your dad off somewhere?â
âIâll ask him now; can you grab my bag?â I say, and he nods.
âTess?â he calls as my hand hits the doorknob. âI like that dress. And you. Well, I love you, of course . . . and your new dress,â he rambles. âI love you, and your fancy clothes.â
I curtsy and do a little three-sixty so he can see me. As much as I hate Hardin being nervous, itâs also very appealing to me, because it reminds me that heâs not so tough after all.
In the living room, my father is sitting on the couch, having fallen back asleep. I donât know if I should wake him up or just leave him here to rest until we get back from campus.
âLet him sleep,â Hardin answers, sensing my thoughts as he walks up behind me.
I quickly scribble a note for him explaining when weâll return, along with our phone numbers. I doubt he has a cell phone, but I leave them just in case.
The drive to campus is short, too short, and Hardin looks like heâsgoing to either scream or punch something at any moment. When we arrive, he scans the parking lot for Kenâs car.
âHe said to meet him here,â Hardin says, checking the screen on his phone for the fifth time in five minutes.
âThere he is.â I point to the silver car pulling into the lot.
âFinally. What the fuck took him so long?â
âBe nice to him; heâs doing this for you. Please, just be nice to
Johnny Shaw, Matthew Funk, Gary Phillips, Christopher Blair, Cameron Ashley