when I dropped it.'
'Right,' he said unemotionally. 'And I assumed you might need it
at some time.' 'It could have waited,' she said. 'You could have
given it to Fergie—my uncle's secretary. Anyway, thank you.'
'Graciously spoken,' Jason approved sardonically. He sat down at
the other end of the sofa, leaning back, very much at his ease.
'Well, aren't you going to pour the tea?' She shrugged. 'I'm sure
Celia would prefer to do that. She's the hostess here, after
all.' 'And you're what? The skivvy? The Cinderella of the
establishment, with that lipstick the nineteen eighties
equivalent of the glass slipper?' She bit her lip. 'Please don't
be ridiculous. And don't—don't judge by appearances either. I'm
glad to do anything I can for Uncle Martin. It's the least I can
offer in exchange for a roof over my head.' 'You had a roof over
your head,' he said softly. 'A perfectly adequate one—although
not admittedly as flash as this.' He looked around, his lips
curling slightly. 'What charming decor? Your choice?' He knew
perfectly well that it wasn't, she thought stormily. On one of
their few visits to his house during their brief marriage, she'd
told him how much she loved the quiet charm of this room, with
the pale silk wallpaper and faded chintzes which had furnished it
then. She said quietly, 'It was time for a change.' 'A telling
phrase,' he said cynically, and the colour ran into her face. She
leaned forward and began to pour the tea, praying that her hand
wouldn't shake and betray her. 'And not the only change,' he
added. 'There's also yourself. You've allowed yourself to become
a shadow, instead of the flesh and blood I remember. If I painted
you now, what would there be just a soft blur in the background?'
'You still paint?' To her annoyance, the question was out before
she could prevent it. 'Sometimes.' He sent her a cool smile as he
took the cup from her. ' If I can find a subject which appeals to
me. I have to be more selective these days, now that my time is
limited.' Underneath her confusion of anger and anxiety, she was
conscious of the stirrings of regret. He'd been a truly talented
painter, and his work had just started to sell, even though he'd
refused to compromise his arresting, almost violent style. He'd
believed in himself, and in his work, and it seemed impossible
that now he'd relegated it to the role of a hobby, to be pursued
in whatever leisure he allowed himself. As if he could read her
thoughts, he said, 'It was time for a change,' mocking her with
her own words. She drew a breath. 'And the change was Tristan
Construction? How did that come about?' 'Through the death of my
father,' he said expressionlessly. 'The company belonged to him.'
She swallowed. I..I didn't know. I'm sorry.' 'Are you, Laura? I
can't imagine why. You never knew him. In fact, you didn't even
believe he existed.' She was suddenly and chillingly aware of the
anger in him, the violence just below the surface. She said
tightly, ' I had good reason-if you remember.' 'Yes, I remember,'
he said too ggntly. 'Every detail of the whole bloody mess is
indelibly engraved on my memory, darling, believe me.' 'You both
look very fierce,' Celia said from the doorway. 'Would you rather
throw this cup than drink out of it?' Laura said levelly, 'I'd
really prefer to do neither. So, if you'll both excuse me.'
She got up, and he watched her, his mouth smiling, but his eyes
grim. He said, 'Until later then.' 'Later,' she repeated. 'The
drinks party, sweetie,' Celia chirped. 'For the Tristan
executives. I've decided to do my bit for Caswells at last.
Aren't you pleased?' 'Over the moon,' Laura said wildly,
wondering why Celia hadn't been strangled at birth. Celia pouted
prettily. 'Laura's always telling me I don't take sufficient
interest in the company. But all that's going to change from now
on.' She sent him a mischievously provocative look from under her
lashes. 'In fact, I'm