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turned to his mother.
    â€˜Go on,’ she said.
    â€˜This is barbaric—’
    â€˜Leave the room,’ Richard Jordan said, and suddenly there was a bull-like threatening look on his face. Anthony got up.
    â€˜What will Alice—’ He stopped. They were all watching him. He left.
    Cecily seemed quite unmoved.
    â€˜I believe a Frenchwoman has written a book describing how she finally got rid of her five sons. I must buy a copy.’
    Martin did not try to come to Alice’s room that night. She had thought he might and had rather hoped he wouldn’t. She had been to bed twice with men before, once when she was seventeen to see what it was like and get the first time over with, and once six months before, driven by a simple physical longing to be made love to. She had, somewhat inevitably, preferred the second time, but neither had been what she was hoping for, which she put down to not being in love with either man. She was quite clear that she wasn’t in love with Martin either, and so didn’t want sex with him to become some litmus paper test. But she thought, lying there in linen sheets in her charming room while a disgracefully theatrical copper harvest moon hung outside, that she would very much like some good sex. She would like to be taken over by some huge physical force inside herself and feel every atom of her body as a body . One of the lecturers at the art school – rather a creep, in fact – had said that good sex made you a better painter. Alice had thought about this and finally had dismissed it as a very sixties view. What about Toulouse Lautrec and Van Gogh for starters? What Alice really wanted to know, she decided, her hands flat on her cotton nightie-clad belly, was what an orgasm really felt like, what it did to you. Then she could stop wondering .
    She turned on her side, and slid both hands between her thighs. This was the most wonderful place she had ever been to. If Martin asked her to marry him tomorrow, standing perhaps in the creeper-clad stableyard while the white pigeons flew erratically about in the blue air above them, she would say yes. Then she could always come here and, best of all, Cecily would be her mother-in-law. She began to giggle, helplessly, out of happiness and excitement, and Martin, standing in the dark passage outside her door, was very nearly, but not quite, brave enough to come in and ask her what she was up to.
    He knew he wanted to marry her. He knew it the moment her brother Josh had pushed open the back bedroom door in that grim house in Reading, and there was Alice in black and red striped tights and a vast blue smock smeared all over with paint and her hair screwed up on top with a paintbrush thrust through it, painting away in a terrible temper. He didn’t even look at what she was painting, he was so busy looking at her. He had never seen anyone who looked so – so vital . She flung herself at Josh, who seemed equally pleased to see her. And then they had carried her off to Oxford and Martin had felt that his little Mini was absolutely pulsing with interest and life even though Alice didn’t say much. She just sat in the back and existed, and occasionally he glanced in the driving mirror at her and felt his guts melt. This was something .
    He found she gave him courage. He could dare with her, conversation with her was a kind of game. He realized, leaving a pub with her ten days later, that he didn’t even feel dull or conventional, he felt brilliant. He grew afraid that if he didn’t make her his, for ever, that brilliance would go, he would go back to being the dear, ordinary old Martin who fussed about train times and driving conditions and made his mother – however she strove to conceal it – visibly sigh. Asking Alice down to Dummeridge was a brainwave, an absolute corker of an idea, and now here was Alice adoring the house and getting on with his mother like a house on fire. And even his