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hardly believe that she was here. Her heart was battering with excitement. She wished Mullah Faizullah could
     see her now. How daring he would find her. How brave! She gave herself over to the new life that awaited her in this city,
     a life with a father, with sisters and brothers, a life in which she would love and be loved back, without reservation or
     agenda, without shame.
    Sprightly, she walked back to the wide thoroughfare near the park. She passed old vendors with leathery faces sitting under
     the shade of plane trees, gazing at her impassively behind pyramids of cherries and mounds of grapes.
    Barefoot boys gave chase to cars and buses, waving bags of quinces. Mariam stood at a street corner and watched the passersby,
     unable to understand how they could be so indifferent to the marvels around them.
    After a while, she worked up the nerve to ask the elderly owner of a horse-drawn gari if he knew where Jalil, the cinema’s owner, lived. The old man had plump cheeks and wore a rainbow-striped chapan. “You’re not from Herat, are you?” he said companionably. “Everyone knows where Jalil Khan lives.”
    “Can you point me?”
    He opened a foil-wrapped toffee and said, “Are you alone?”
    “Yes.”
    “Climb on. I’ll take you.”
    “I can’t pay you. I don’t have any money.”
    He gave her the toffee. He said he hadn’t had a ride in two hours and he was planning on going home anyway. Jalil’s house
     was on the way.
    Mariam climbed onto the gari. They rode in silence, side by side. On the way there, Mariam saw herb shops, and open-fronted cubbyholes where shoppers bought
     oranges and pears, books, shawls, even falcons. Children played marbles in circles drawn in dust. Outside teahouses, on carpet-covered
     wooden platforms, men drank tea and smoked tobacco from hookahs.
    The old man turned onto a wide, conifer-lined street. He brought his horse to a stop at the midway point.
    “There. Looks like you’re in luck, dokhtar jo. That’s his car.”
    Mariam hopped down. He smiled and rode on.
    MARIAM HAD NEVER before touched a car. She ran her fingers along the hood of Jalil’s car, which was black, shiny, with glittering
     wheels in which Mariam saw a flattened, widened version of herself. The seats were made of white leather. Behind the steering
     wheel, Mariam saw round glass panels with needles behind them.
    For a moment, Mariam heard Nana’s voice in her head, mocking, dousing the deep-seated glow of her hopes. With shaky legs,
     Mariam approached the front door of the house. She put her hands on the walls. They were so tall, so foreboding, Jalil’s walls.
     She had to crane her neck to see where the tops of cypress trees protruded over them from the other side. The treetops swayed
     in the breeze, and she imagined they were nodding their welcome to her. Mariam steadied herself against the waves of dismay
     passing through her.
    A barefoot young woman opened the door. She had a tattoo under her lower lip.
    “I’m here to see Jalil Khan. I’m Mariam. His daughter.”
    A look of confusion crossed the girl’s face. Then, a flash of recognition. There was a faint smile on her lips now, and an
     air of eagerness about her, of anticipation. “Wait here,” the girl said quickly.
    She closed the door.
    A few minutes passed. Then a man opened the door. He was tall and square-shouldered, with sleepy-looking eyes and a calm face.
    “I’m Jalil Khan’s chauffeur,” he said, not unkindly.
    “His what?”
    “His driver. Jalil Khan is not here.”
    “I see his car,” Mariam said.
    “He’s away on urgent business.”
    “When will he be back?”
    “He didn’t say.”
    Mariam said she would wait.
    He closed the gates. Mariam sat, and drew her knees to her chest. It was early evening already, and she was getting hungry.
     She ate the gari driver’s toffee. A while later, the driver came out again.
    “You need to go home now,” he said. “It’ll be dark in less than an hour.”
    “I’m