dinners out, weekend escapes for just the two of them, and they avoided hiring sittersâsitters were very expensive. If Julieâs mom or Cassie couldnât watch the kids, they just didnât go out. Julie cut out coupons constantly, haunted the sales and even thrift shops, paid the minimum balance, put a sheet over the couch to keep the worn fabric from showing. When she was crowned homecoming queen, this was not how she envisioned her life. Sheâd had her fifteen minutes of fame when she was seventeen.
Tonight, to add to her overwhelming feeling that she was in a steady decline, another one of the old cheerleaders had shown upâChelsea. She made an appearance every year or two, just to establish sheâd hung on to her tight body, perky tits and effervescent smile. In fact, quite a few of her physical traits had greatly improved since high school. Julie suspected Chelseaâs breasts were even perkierâhigh, full, prominent and aimed right at the eyeballs of men. Chelsea had been cute as a button before, and she was better put together every year, while Julie felt she was sliding too fast intoold age. But, if youâd asked her at seventeen which way sheâd like to goâblossoming in her late twenties or having it all at seventeenâJulie would still have taken seventeen. Stupidly.
So she watched Chelsea from across the rec room, doing what she did bestâflirting with Billy. It was amazing how long your nemesis could follow you without ever losing interest in your man. Julie had threatened Billy with unspeakably painful things if he ever touched Chelsea, if he even accidentally brushed up against her. Thus, Billyâs arms were crossed protectively over his wide, hard chest, laughing at absolutely everything Chelsea said. Now and then sheâd put a hand on his forearm and gaze up at him, chatting away, making him grin like a fool.
âSome things never change,â Cassie said, climbing up on the bar stool beside Julie.
They watched together as Joe joined Billy, passing him a beer. Then he leaned down a little and asked Chelsea something: Can I get you a drink? She just shook her head and laughed, drawing Joe into the conversation. Then a third man joined them. Hmm. Chelsea had three good-looking men cornered, holding them captive with her cleavage. Yet again she put her hand on Billyâs forearm.
âIf he laughs at her once more, Iâm going to throw a dart at him,â Julie said. âThen Iâll chop him up in little pieces.â
Cassie sipped her wine. âMaybe you should have a drink. Loosen up a little.â
âIâm the designated driver. And Iâm going to designate him right out of here in about ten minutes.â Then she said to Cassie, âIâm just not fun anymore, am I?â
âWell, youâre not a lot of laughs right now. But there have been fun timesâ¦.â
âDid I ever flirt like that?â Julie asked.
âIâve known you to have a flirt or two, but usually with your own guy,â Cassie said. Then she glanced at Chelsea and said, âHow does she make never getting married look so good and I just make it look soâ¦fat?â
âCassie, youâre not fat. Youâreâ¦â
Cassie gave her a second and then put a hand on her arm and said, âDonât. When you have to search for the right word for longer than three seconds, youâre just going to come up with a synonym. And Iâll hate you.â
âWe used to do some really fun things. We stole a port-a-potty and put it in the football coachâs front yard. That was fun. Wasnât it fun?â
âI think it spilled and violated usâ¦.â
âWe laughed till we peed,â Julie pointed out.
âYeah. We were idiots.â Cassie sipped her drink. âWe went on that all-girl camping trip once,â Cassie said. âBut there was a leak and it didnât stay all-girl too long. I