Morgan, director of community relations, could do in her sleep.
Lacy smiled at the family who waited in front of her now. She had just taken their pictureâproud father, ecstatic mother, robustly wriggling baby girl. Yes, she thought, handing the daddy his camera. This was better. Much better.
âTake the baby, would you please, Mrs. Morgan? We want a picture of you two together. We wouldnât ever have made it though all this without you.â
With pleasure, Lacy accepted the beautiful, pink-faced infant, who was finally going home after three weeks under ultraviolet lights in the nursery. It had been touch-and-go, but this little one was a fighter. Lacy whispered soft nothings and let the amazingly delicate fingers wrap around her thumb.
Soon, when the hospital had its own neonatal unit, these success stories would be commonplace. Small miracles on a daily basis, and she would be a part of that. A worthwhile life, surely. Even if none of the miracles were her ownâ¦.
The fatherâs enthusiasm knew no bounds, and he kept the flash popping even after Lacyâs eyes were half-blind with red after-images, even after his tiny daughter had begun to wail in bored protest.
âMr. Rosterman, perhaps itâs time to takeââ
âLacy?â Kara Karlinâs worried voice broke in. âCan I speak to you a moment?â
Lacy looked over toward the maternity ward door, and saw Karaâs wrinkled brow and pursed lips. She knew that look. Something was wrong. Shifting the baby to her shoulder, where her cries subsided slightly, Lacy left the parents struggling to get a new roll of film into their camera and moved to where Kara stood wringing her hands.
âLacy, Iâm so sorry. I really hate to bother you, but the most awful thing has happened.â
Lacy smiled. Though Kara was nearly fifty and the seasoned mother of four, she lived and breathed superlatives like a teenager. Everything that happened to her was the most somethingâmost terrible, most wonderful, most horrifying, most exciting. All peaksand valleys. Lacy, who had carefully tethered her own psyche to a flat, uneventful plain for years, realized that she sometimes took a vicarious pleasure in watching Kara roller-coaster through her days.
âSurely not the most awful,â Lacy teased, patting the babyâs back softly. âThe Most Awful thing happened yesterday, didnât it, when the caterer brought the wrong hors dâoeuvres to the auction? And yet somehow we survived.â She swayed slightly as she talked, creating a gentle rocking motion. The baby began to suck her fingers placidly, and the quiet was blissful. âWe even managed to raise a quarter of a million for the neonatal unit.â
Kara scowled. âLaugh if you like, but if old Mr. Terwilligan had touched one of those seafood canapes, his throat would have swelled up like a blow-fish.â She brushed her damp, graying hair back from her temples. âAnd besides, this is worse. You wonât believe it, Lacy. The birthday clown is sick. We havenât anyone to do the basket thing.â
Now that was a problem. The entire pediatric ward was practically holding its breath, awaiting the clown visitation and the attendant shower of toys and candy from his huge green basket. To disappoint the children would be unthinkable.
And therefore Lacy simply wouldnât let it happen. âWeâll have to find a replacement,â she said calmly, her mind scanning the possibilities like a computer. âIs Leo working today?â Kara shook her head mournfully. âBart?â Another negative. âRoger?â
âWe donât have a single man in the community relations department today. Oh, what are we going todo? The kids are so excited. Ronny Harbaugh was up all night.â
âNow, Kara, donât panic.â Lacy concentrated on slowing her breath, lowering her voice, communicating serenity both to the