there.
âExquisite,â Connie breathed.
âBuy it. Fifty-percent off,â Jillian suggested.
Connie shook her head sadly. âToo long and too tight for me. Butâ¦â She paused and looked at Jillian. âItâs you.â
âMe? Iâm not wearing a costume. And thereâs no time. We have to take the girls out. In fact, we need to take them soon.â
âYes, and Iâm going to find a costume. Iâve decided Iâm going to be one of those fun moms, all dressed up like the kids. Oh, look, thereââ
Jillian looked where Connie was pointing and saw a large horseâs head. âThat one? Oh, no, Connie, even if I decide to come with you, I am not playing the rear end of a horse so you can be a fun mom.â
Connie started to laugh. âNo, not the horse. Iâm going to be a princess, and you can be the witch. The gorgeous witch, I might add. And when we finish the trick-or-treating bit, weâll meet Joe at Hennesseyâs.â She made a face and shrugged. âIt will be fun. You know Joe. Heâll take a few pictures of the kids, tell them theyâre adorable, then leave me to do the candy bit. But heâs going to the annual Halloween party at the pub, and heâs always telling me to get my mom to watch the kids and join him. Weâll do it. Weâll get dressed up and go together.â
âAn Irish pub for Halloween?â Jillian asked skeptically.
âWhy not? Itâs sure to be filled with pixies and leprechauns and maybe a banshee or two.â Connie cocked her head, looking at Jillian hopefully. âAll right, so there are sure to be a few big bad wolves around, as well. Actually, you could use a big bad wolf or two in your life.â
âMy life is fine.â
âYou canât mourn Milo forever,â Connie said, studying her friend.
Jillian felt another twinge of loss. People still tiptoed around mentioning Miloâs name most of the time. Today, though, he seemed in the forefront of her mind, and she reminded herself again that she had married Milo Anderson with her eyes wide open. She had known about his cancer. He had tried to talk her out of marriage on the basis that she pitied him but didnât love him. She had insisted, though. Because he had been wrong. She had loved him very much.
Even more than Connie, he had been the best friend sheâd ever had. Maybe she hadnât been in love the way it was in movies and romance novels, but she wasnât so sure she wanted to be in love that way. Loving Milo had hurt enough.
Neither all the kingâs horses and all the kingâs menânor all the Llewellyn moneyâhad been able to stop the growth of the disease. Milo had died almost a year to the day after their wedding. Almost a year ago now. No one in her family ever told her, âWell, you knew it was bound to happen,â and for that she was grateful.
âIâm not going to mourn Milo forever. Iâm glad for the time we had together, glad for what he did for my life, glad for what I was able to do for his. But itâs not as if Iâve been wasting away for years. He hasnât even been gone a year. I donât go out a lot because Iâm busy. Iââ
âYou need a life. And I happen to know that you refused a get-to-know-you with Robert Marston for this evening, when your grandfather suggested it.â
âAnd how do you know that? It wasnât even a real suggestion.â
âYou poor innocent! Word is all over the company. You know we love to talk about the bosses.â
âIâm not the boss.â
âYour grandfather wants you to be.â
âNo, he doesnât. He doesnât want to let go of the reins while heâs living, and I donât think he should.â
âHe knows heâs not going to live forever.â
âItâs a huge operation. Iâm in design, not business. I donât want the