indeed.
Three
Four weeks later...
T he packaging on the pregnancy test was too slick for Alexâs shaking fingers to grip. Gracelessly, she stuck the end in her mouth and tore it open. The slim stick fell out and tumbled end over end into the toilet bowl with a splash. Of course.
This was surreal. The walls of the company sheâd cofounded surrounded her. Fyra was a multimillion-dollar cosmetics powerhouse that sheâd worked tirelessly to manage alongside her friends and partners. Every single dollar of revenue and every dime of expense had passed through her fingers from day one. She was responsible for hundreds of employeesâ paychecks.
And she couldnât do a simple thing like open plastic packaging.
âWhat happened?â Cassâs voice rang out from the other side of the bathroom stall.
âIâm nauseous and clumsy,â Alex shot back. âThe stupid test made a break for it and landed in the water.â
This was not the way Alex wanted to spend her lunch break.
She was pretty sure the test would only confirm what she already knew in her heart to be the truth. The upset stomach sheâd been battling for over a week had nothing to do with the seafood sheâd eaten last Friday and everything to do with the night sheâd spent with Phillip.
âCan you get it out?â
âIâm working on it.â
Liar. Staring at the little white stick down in the water wasnât solving the problem. Alex thought about just flushing the thing and avoiding the whole question of why no amount of prayer had started her skipped period. She and Phillip had used protection. This wasnât supposed to be happening.
âJust pee in the toilet,â Cass suggested. âYou donât have to be holding the stick for it to work.â
Alex sighed and gave in to the inevitable. âFine. Itâs done. Now, how long do I have to wait?â
âI donât know.â Cass rustled the paper instructions sheâd been holding when Alex had locked herself in the bathroom stall. âThree minutes.â
Might as well be three hours. Alex shredded her nails in under a minute and a half, not that it mattered. No one was looking at her nails. Phillip had gone back to Washington the day after his party, as promised, and theyâd conversed a few times via email. Heâd called twice to say hi, but so far, they hadnât connected for dinner. She wasnât upset. Heâd let her know when he was free and that obviously hadnât happened yet.
It was exactly what sheâd signed up for. A night of passion with an amazing man who paid attention to her. She still dreamed about the way his mouth felt on hers and how gorgeous that manâs body was. Sure, sheâd have liked to see him again, but that might mean having a conversation about what dating meant for them and she didnât want to ruin the magic with real-life fears and hang-ups.
If the test came back positive, theyâd be having a hell of a conversation about dates, that was for sure. Due dates, birth dates, playdates. It was mind-boggling.
She peered into the toilet. Nothing. Or maybe something. Did the results window look a little pink? Her stomach flipped over and back again. âWhat do the instructions say about how to read this test? What does it mean if itâs pink?â
Sheâd read them herself but panic drove the information from her brain.
âOne pink line is not pregnant. Two pink lines is pregnant. Youâve never taken a pregnancy test before?â Cass didnât bother to keep the incredulity from her tone. âNot even in college?â
âNo,â Alex muttered. âYouâd have to have sex to need one.â
Sheâd been just as awkward and clumsy in college as she was now. Men shied away, for the most part. Phillip was a rare exception.
Please, God, do not let that exception have irreversible consequences.
More pink bled into the