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Clovis, at Becket Hall. Miss Rutledge. And she's giving birth to my child in my sister's bedchamber. Odette says it's a boy, so I imagine it is."
    The older man sat down once more with a thump that shook the bed. "I shouldn't drink so deep. I thought you said—sir?"
    "I know, Clovis. It's a lot to swallow. I don't remember Miss Rutledge. I damn sure don't remember bedding the woman."
    Clovis wrinkled his brow, deep in thought. "Well, sir, we were all together for more' n three weeks. First in the swamp, then movin' north. Forty-two of us, forty-one after little Willy died. Sad that, him being only three years old. You remember that, sir?"
    Spencer shook his head. "No. Nothing. How did he die?"
    "Caught a stray bullet during the worst of it, sir. We laid him atop you when we drug you along in the litter the Indian women made up. Until he died, that is. You suffered something terrible, sir, when we had to take his little body from you. I didn't want to tell you. There are things best not remembered. Mr. Ainsley said as much himself when we told him. Either you'd remember or you wouldn't."
    Spencer buried his head in his hands. War. What a stupid, senseless way of settling disputes. Governments shouldn't rise or fall on how many people their soldiers could kill. "I don't remember, Clovis. I don't remember any of it. Tell me...at least tell me about Miss Rutledge."
    "Miss Rutledge, sir? Now there's a woman. General Rutledge, Anguish called her. Standin' up, takin' charge, barkin' out orders, everyone steppin'-to just as if they knew it was right, that she was goin ? to save us all, lead us out of there. And I'll say this for her. She did it, sir. A fine, rare woman. She was the first to begin strippin' the dead for what we could use, sayin' prayers over each one, thankin' them for what she took. It was her what sang to our Anguish the whole of the time we was cuttin' off his arm. Holdin' his head in her lap, singin' loud enough to shoo the birds from the trees. Don't hear the saw workin' down on the bone so much that way, you see, or hear Anguish cursin' and screamin'."
    He shook his head. "I ain't never seen the like, not from a woman. Walkin' around in that scarlet jacket she took for her own, givin' us all what-for, tellin' us what to do. Our Lady of the Swamp, Anguish called her, too, when she couldn't hear him. I think he half expected her to be growing wings at any minute— when he wasn't thinking she should be sprouting horns. A hard taskmaster, Miss Rutledge. But she saved you, sir. Her and her Indian woman. She saved us all."
    Spencer wished he could remember, hated that he'd been a burden rather than a help. "So Miss Rutledge was in charge of me, Clovis? Not you?"
    Clovis went red to his hairline. "I did.. .the personal things, sir. Bathing you and such like. Don't fret about that. But nights, sir? There were only a few of us men and we had to stand guard on the camp, you understand. So Miss Rutledge would watch you then. Give you water for the fever, lend her body to heat you when the chills took you, shook you. The night...the night after Willy died, you were shakin' bad, sir. Really bad. I was sure you were dyin' on us then."
    "So she laid with me, sharing the heat from her body," Spencer said, imagining the scene. The dark woods, the chill October night air, their two bodies close together in the middle of nowhere, hope fading, young Willy dead, their collective future looking bleak. Sometimes you just needed to hold on to someone, believe you were alive.. "
    "I see." He got to his feet. "Thank you, Clovis. You won't speak of this to anyone."
    "No, sir, Lieutenant," Clovis said, standing to attention. "Not a word to anyone. She's a good woman, sir. Daughter of the quartermaster at
Fort
Maiden
, him cut down in the first volley. A world of hurt she had that day, but she never gave herself a moment to mourn, never gave us a moment to think on our dire straits. A true soldier's daughter. Just movin', keep movin', and